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2008-07-02T18:09:00.000-07:00

Everybody is having problems. What is happening.
Now that mine is over, everyone else problems is arising, some has always been there.
Projects are also piling up. Getting a diploma may be as easy as it seems.

As our studies are important, socialising seem to be 20cu subject. Even though I'm dealing quite well with it, but looking at my friends, I feel sad.
One girlfriend is over-sensitive, another don't even care. Come on. Relationship is not a toy. It's human feelings you're dealing with.

Everyone should just quit their CCA, so many politics. Whichever CCA you're in, there's bound to be some kind of unhappiness.

Polytechnic, a place you wanna be?

2008-06-13T10:48:00.000-07:00

Celebrated Berlyn's birthday and met up with Agnes, Felicia and Edelyn. I so miss them and catched up a bit on each other's life. haha. Agnes and I apparently know the hot gossips. If only we were from the same school. This Edelyn and Felicia just sit there and listen to us because they don't know what and who we're talking about. haha. This Felicia don't even know her own studies club president eh. She's the best la. ahaha.

I LOVE THEM. I MISS THOSE SECONDARY ONE AND TWO DAYS WITH THEM,
IT'LL ALWAYS REMAIN IN MY HEART!

2008-06-12T23:57:00.000-07:00

what are all these arguments for? I HATE IT! but I cannot stop it. I don't wanna end this friendship like that but we never seem to be able to come to an agreement.
Nobody will ever know how much this friendship mean to me because it's like as if I'm the one being unreasonable. Can somebody stand at my point of view and see. I don't know how to tell ppl because it may seem like as if I'm just being over-sensitive.
Akbar told me to just talk as per normal but it's difficult. He offered to help but I rejected it. Am I the one being difficult or is it how everyone would have reacted. I'm also angry that a friend, a friendship that mean so much to me is taken away just because of one stupid GAY.

I don't understand why superficial people gain so much and when I'm being so true to you, you don't feel it. Is it that diffcult to listen to what I have to say and so easy to hear those stupid grumbles of his/her. Because you're not going through what I'm going through you don't understand how I feel being wronged. You don't understand my feelings towards him.

Why are you more bothered about your football when I'm trying to tell you things that mean so much to me. You'd rather see some stupid other blogs but the one I wanna show you. You don't even bother to smile at me when you know I'm feeling down. You don't know how to smile. Then is it so easy for me to smile and fake that I'm so happy, with no sorrows, troubles or problems. It just because you don't listen and to you, nothing else is more important then your problem. Listening seem to be only a one-way thing. Would you even care if I cry right now? Would you ask me why? Would you even listen? Do you see me more than a classmate? A friend? or just some random person? I'm not for anything more than just your pair of ear. Are you just so busy when I can spare so much for you! It's holidays now for God's sake.

I don't know why, but my life seem to be so dull. Is it because I'm asking too .much? All I need is just that someone to be there for me.

2008-06-12T07:22:00.001-07:00

I've finally seen the doctor. He gave me moisturiser and some anti-inflamatory cream. It's getting better. At least it doesn't hurt when I touch the water. But when I stretch it, it's still a bit painful.

Things are getting complicated. I don't really know what everyone is thinking about anymore. The more things I find out, the scarier it gets. But my curiosity is never comes to an end. Even as things get complicated, I wanna know more thinking that I can get a clearer picture. But I don't. The more I know, the more I get confused. I want my simple life!

It's painful to see how you get sad over someone else. The times where we discover so much about each other. I miss it.

2008-06-09T08:49:00.001-07:00

Went to school today for Cateting Tech (CAT) and Nutrition Across Lifespan (NLS) project meeting. So damn tired.

Even as it's holidays, I've gotta go to school as often as I do on normal days. There are even more projects to be done. It's driving me mad.

Thank goodness, at least I need not see some ppl from class at all. I know tt things will never be the same.

Something happened to my hand and it cracked. Super painful. Whether or not I keep it dry or wet, it's painful. I need to see the doctor soon but I've got no time and the stupid polyclinic closes so early and the queue is always so long. I'll most probably be lazy too to queue. BUT, the pain is killing me. It's aches from day to night and night to day.

I miss the times where we talked so happily, you telling me everything abt yourself. Things are just different now.

I wish tt my class would forever be T02.

2008-06-08T05:52:00.000-07:00

MY VICTORIA SECRET'S LIP GLOSS DROPPED INTO THE DRAIN.
I can never retrieve it back. It dropped out from my wallet and got stuck on the drain.
Perlin happily kicked it down. AHH!
Heart pain.
somebody buy me pretty lip gloss.
I'll love you to the core.

2008-06-07T08:33:00.000-07:00

Mid sem is finally over. Now two weeks of holidays. for the very least one week because for the other week I probably have gotta to do projectS.

Because of exams, I canot really remember what I've done for the past one week. haha.

I hate it when you grumble about so many things and just wouldn't tell the details. It's really torturing.

2008-05-29T04:07:00.000-07:00

FUCK IT LA.
It's your job and we're helping you and you happily went home.
I know it's driving everyone mad and I just don't see why you don't seem to bother the lesat bit. I know you did quite a but alr. but the data ain't exactly right. How is it that we can complete it by today? I know not.
Gilbert brought everything home to do himself and I really wanted to help. I don't know how to.
FPQA
Eprina, Iriyani, Raihan is doing everything. I feel so bad but I don't have time for it. I feel really bad not helping but they still seem so nice. How?
Everything is just freaking screwed. Projects are really the worst thing on earth. I mean like, if you just work individually, things would be much easier with less complications.
I hate projects.
It's not doing me any good. Build up relationships with friends? No, I only see their true colours and it's so ugly.

2008-05-25T04:54:00.000-07:00

Went singing with Sam Wan Yan and Xuan. I really love the times we sang. We just go crazy and sing so happily. It makes me forget abt all my sorrows.

Dreamt.

I don't understand. I if you want everything to be okay then you should be doing smth not expecting others to do smth. It's not the time to judge who is at fault but who who wants to make the effort. I'm not because I don't see a need in trying to salvage this friendship but if you want to, you should be the one doing smth and not expecting a thrid party to do so.

whatever it is, nothing can be done to make our friendship any better.

2008-05-19T01:36:00.000-07:00

Love is friendship on fire. I want to know.

2008-05-18T23:13:00.000-07:00

I'm a confused child. Tell me what to do?

2008-05-17T07:51:00.000-07:00

Suppose to be in school at 1130 and I happily woke up at 1130 when Seng Chin called. I was damn angry when he called me because I was super tired. haha. When I found out that I was already late, I called Mummy straight away and she came back home to fetch me to Newater plant. haha. Arrived at the same time as the bus. haha. The Newater plant is like boring.

THANK YOU MUMMY.
THANK YOU LIM SENG CHIN, GILBERT TONG WAI HOO & RINA QUEK YU CHIN FOR WASTING YOUR PHONE BILL.

After that I went to Sun Tec with Clique 12-5+1. haha. We ate Carl's Jr and I almost died eating fries. For the first time in my life I dread eating fries. We ordered extra cheese fries, Mel ordered one set meal, I ordered Fish and Chips. All the fries we had almost killed me. I could feel the walls of my stomach expanding. Pregnant.
We walked around and somehow we lost De Yuan, La Me and Ah Ming and it was left with Mel, Fer and I. We went to Topshop and there's this super pretty skirt which cost $73 and I'm waiting for Sale to get it. GAP, the most happening place, we saw the Gap Kids hoody, damn nice! Fer, Mel and I were trying on to almost everyone of it. And we could fit in the largest size. haha.
In the end, Mel and I bought one each. 50% discount for the second piece.
We walked down city-link and just walked in anywhere we wanted to.
Prints: I was telling Fer about my wedding and how I would decorate my children's room and she just ask to me keep fantacising.
NUM: Some Green Brazil Havaianas that she wanted so much, so Mel and I came out with the money to buy it first. She went crazy la. It was damn funny. She and Her face. haha.

I LOVE SHOPPING!!!

ESP WITH ONG LI RONG MELISSA & FERLICIA MA XIAO RU

Tsali's Birthday

2008-05-17T07:39:00.000-07:00

School! Just as usual, boring.
Catering Technology lab, I know nothing about fruits and vegetables. I can recognise none of the leafy vegetables. Apel, some of them went to run the reservior but I didn't because I will be running later during physical training. I ran before the team because I had to leave early to meet the GC ppl for Tsali's birthday.

AKBAR is the best person on earth. (I love you la!) He came to TP from Woodlands just to fetch me. He fetched me from school down to town, forum. When I was walking to the bike I accidentally touched the exhaust pipe. Pain like anything and this Nanda keep telling me that it's gonna be there forever. It's still painful when I touch it now.

Went to Hard Rock Cafe to have dinner. It was damn fun. They actually made Tsali stand on a chair in the middle of the stage to ask the whole of Hard Rock to sing her a birthday song. And she sang open arms with the live band. haha.

Met Zi Xuan and Nanda at Telok Kurau park and talk. The fort was occupied and we were sitting on the dome. I was so tired that I didn't talk much. Walked and reached home at 2 a.m. Died on my bed.
Nanda don't worry, you'll be fine. I'll always be there for you when you need one. I'm just a call away.
Zi Xuan, wait till next sem, the five of us can be together and you can always find me when you've got nobody.

yay

2008-05-17T03:08:00.000-07:00

Yay Nanxin, your blog is finally revived and yours truly has changed your skin already. I don't know if you'll like it but I chose this for you. Haha ok take much care and I'm off. I made it password free so you cannot be a cool dude. I can help you help you to put the password thing if you want. See you soon mermaid! Post some pictures! (click on the light blue icon beside the ABC/tick if you don't know how to do it) Don't get locked out of your room anymore!You can delete this post if you want:)

LOVEYOU,FELICIA.

2008-05-14T18:34:00.000-07:00

It probably has been more than a year since I last blogged, now, I've nothing to do so just blog la.
NOW, school is like mad and it's just filled with projects porjects and projects.

My class is just screwed up.There has been just so many things bothering me.
Nobody seems to be there at all. I know can always turn to Zi Xuan but I understand that she has her everything to care about and her life isn't going very smoothly as well.

My best friend in class is just so different. Relationship with her probably just changed in a week. I understand that you have your own commitments but can you understand that we've been through storms and earthquakes together and I've always been there for you. Never have I thought of leaving you. But because of just one incident, you left. Bits and pieces of my heart on the floor, nobody is there to pick it up. I try so hard to be okay and be the same in front of you, but I TRY, not that I want to. I wonder if you know how much you mean and have hurt me. Everything is DIFFERENT!

Everybody has their own problems and I don't expect anyone to be there for me 24/7because we are just friends. But ONE whole week, a week of hell, where were you?
I cannot stop but to question myself. I know you always tell me you're sorry that you cannot be there because you're somehow always out. But I would really appreciate it if you just listen, nothing more. You don't need to ask me not to cry and to cheer up. Just be that listening ear, it's more than enough.

Melissa Ong Li Rong

I so totally love her. She's been waiting for me after school just to talk to me. During lectures she's been there for me. Her words of encouragement soemtimes just lift me up to from my lowest valley.

I know that I'm so totally forcing myself to be where I don't want to be. Or rather, where people are just not of the same frequency. But where can I be? Alone? Back where I am hurt so deeply? NO WAY! Like what everyone else says, I'm so noisy, hyper-active, how is it that I can just stay in the library for 4 hours straight just to sleep. I know I just say my feelings but you can always ignore it.

I HATE MY LIFE NOW, NAN XIN IS NO LONGER NAN XIN. where am I? Do I really have to hide myself?

2007-07-05T02:22:00.000-07:00

Have not blogged for a long long time. I feel so bad. It's like as if I've been so close to someone and then suddenly, I just neglect that person. haha.

Anws, my life has been quite messed up. Relationship with certain people hasn't been too good. Probably going through a rough patch.

Whatever, I'll just study hard. haha. but I haven't been studying. haha. Aiya, I'm so contradicting. I want to blog and yet I don't know what to blog about. School has just been very stressful. To think I was grumbling about working but I think studying in a polytechnic is worst la. I prefer working to poly, and rather secondary school than working. haha. Stupid me.

TAKE MY TEST!!

2007-05-29T01:59:00.000-07:00

Life hasn't been too bad in school. But I'm kinda stress with the test and hw. Anw, I don't like trng. I just can't stand it. but shall not talk abt it. haha. Come take my test. haha.

Create your own Friend Test here

Finals

2007-04-20T07:47:00.000-07:00

Though they lost to BMSS, like again, but no matter what, WE IMPROVED. It's like second this time round. So happy for them.One thing is tt all the Northland good players all left alr. so all tt they're depending on the twins. How to win, and BMSS has home ground advantage. But I must say tt they're good. haha.
A very exciting match, I know Charlotte fought so hard to score a goal for us but tt's okay. At least you assisted tt pretty goal tt Felix scored.
Sam really did sweat tens of thousands of sweat la. haha. I think tt's funny.
Happy for them still.
Ate at some Tiong Barhu plaza for dinner. the Ban Mian is nice.
Nanda and I is gonna get the same for almost every new thing. haha.

TP orientation

2007-04-20T07:21:00.001-07:00

Had orientation with my Classmates, for the next three yrs.
They all seem not too bad. Not sure if it's tt I'm racist or what but there's this Indian and Malay in my class tt I not like. They're turn off la.
One is the action kind kind, then another one is the overly high one.
I miss KC.
Anw, I like my OL, Lecia. She very nice and like my friend. haha.
I'm super sad, there's like no cute guys in my class.
One is super GAY pok, then one is like I don't know what the hell she thinking abt. Then, one, he's like some male-chauvanist(spell?). The last one is not too bad. the best out of all, but he's still not my type.

Orientation is filled with cheers and my voice like spoil ready can. Can't shout like I used to. The amazing race was fun and tiring. I was soapy and sweaty and I poured water on myself so tt I can at least wash the soap away.

My class is like abit da hip but at least not nerds. haha. I just don't like the guys la. haha.

TP orientation

2007-04-20T07:21:00.000-07:00

KC V.S TP

2007-04-16T05:19:00.000-07:00

ohh,
Poly's orientation is starting tmr. Like excited yet afraid. Quit my job like kinda 3 weeks ago. So happy.
Anw, I haven't been blogging, and I think no one reads my blog anymore. but okay la.
Now, I just wish to conc. on my studies. like there wasn't many things tt I could do so it's like back to KC almost everyday. Watched the juniors match and all. I like there, my old school. I miss life eating sushi during recess.
I love hipping there. It has been very emo. I miss my friends including my juniors.
and I went for the TP trng. It's like so wrong can. Totally so not use to it. and the weird SGS is so interested abt Jill and all. Like wth. She's like super high and like she thinks tt everyone is like her friend and I bet she's one if the ones who backstabs. I don't know why but I just think so. Like ppl who likes to act friendly, they do it just because they treat you as a back up. In case they do not have friends, at least someone there but if she alr. has friends and others all don't like you. She'll go all out to bitch abt you. I may be worong to look at her at this way even w/o knowing her like long enough. But you know, girls all has this very strong six sense. Usually when they sense smth it's very accurate.
I so treasure my friends in KC and juniors.
I think I'm still so attached to them, like totally.
Okay, lets see what happens tmr.
I hope I see known ppl or friendly and sincere person. I really would rather guys than girls. They're gullible and girls usually think too much tt'll cause many miscommunication or misunderstanding. In a way, easier to bully them.
Okay, shall see what friends I make tmr, haha. Better have cute ppl arnd to entertain me. I hope there're many ppl who can make me laugh and even more entertaiment than me.

2007-03-01T05:15:00.000-08:00

There haven't been much of excitement in my life.
Okay, put it in other words, it means tt I'm all about working these few weeks and I had always wanted to quit but I don't know if I should.
Nan Xin, hang in there for a few more weeks, till school starts, you shall quit and tell the ppl there tt you wanna concentrate you work in school.
I only worked for two days last week and and this because I really wanted to reast. Working 5 days per week has been a chore and I just wanna rest awhile. I may seem to be a long break but I don't think tt I'm enjoying myself the way I should.
I've always wanted to work, but working is not as fun as I've always thought it would be.
Forget it, I'm like gonna quit in another three weeks to a months time. YES!!!

I've been very addicted to the show, Hana Kimi, and Fahrenheit, esp Wu Zun in there. Ahh, he's so pretty. Another one is Tang yu ze who acts in the hana kimi. Episode 15, hurry come out. I'm waiting right here for you.

Anw, I'm like looking forward to the re-opening of Poly, a new chapter of my life, but I'm still afraid tt I'll not be able to get use to the Poly life eps girls from mix school, they will be so different from the friends tt I use to have in KC. Like a total different experience and I might not get use to it. Even during TP rawks, it was also only the KC girls who were making noise and being so expressive, rather than the others in the same group. Anw, just try to learn to communicate with the ppl tt I think I cannot talk to. Anw, not like as if my EQ is 0.

I just miss my life in KC where the teachers will just so take care of you. ohh no, what if I have no friends in Poly. I don't think so right. haha, no matter what I'll have my seniors there and many KC girls will be there. I still have my beloved Nisa. Why am I worrying abt this. Just be myself.

Hi..

2007-02-14T09:20:00.000-08:00

I'm so sorry for not blogging for the past few months.
the computer hasnt been smth tt attracts me very much, more over, my sister has been using the computer to do her project.
Anw, I'm currently working in Starbucks now, but the thing is tt I don't like some of the turn off ppl there and I don't even understand why I thought that it would be a nice place to work at.
I've always thought tt it'll be a nice place to work at because the pplp there are very nice and things like tt. but they are all cheat. They are nice to you only on the outside. They are trained to be friendly. I know tt in the service line you gotta be polite and friendly, just tt, must it be so pretentious.
If you're like tt, then just be yourself, must you act it out. I don't understand.

Havent been meeting my friends. except for Xuan because we're both not studying. Met them today though to send Jill off to Japan, just tt the atupid ppl who has boyfriend did not come because it's valentine's day. haha.

I bought Chocolates for them, the Charlotte gave some made flower and Nanda gave a flower just as well.

There was this customer, he was so nice. he actually bought me a rose. Long story, he bought for some other partner and I, just the two of us. What a nice appreciative person. I don't understand why some of friends are not as appreciative as him.

Anw, went to Renée's house to submit my choices for poly. I'm confirm in tp, because 70% of my choices are from tp. Thank you Renée for teaching and helping me to do the thing. She lent me her house till like 12 am. and her Dad sent me home. It was super funny in the car la. Shall not talk abt it anw. It's just between the two of us. haha.

I WANNA QUIT MY JOB. wait till I get another job. haha. I wanna be a relief teacher. So fun and good pay. not fun but at least I have freidns in school. haha.

2007-01-08T00:17:00.000-08:00

I have not blogged close to a month. Not too sure why. I just feel like blogging today.
gonna work later.
Most of my friends should know tt I'm working at Starbucks PS.
Everyone, please do not think tt I can just give you all free drinks like tt. Sorry.
I would wish to. But I can't.
Anw I'm so very glad to see some of you to come and visit me.

Now, my life is all abt Starbucks and I'm not tt happy. I think soon, I'll have lotsa grey hair because it's so freaking stress.

I would like to thank all those who have given me Christmas day present. Zi Xuan, Charlotte, Sam, WY, Steph, Renée. I like them alot. Thank you.

Some Floorball Challenge 2 Dec

2006-12-13T12:10:00.000-08:00

I don't like playing it. I was in a sense forced.
Ate KFC and Da Bao for Sivien.
Took a bus with Steph and Chloe to PP.
Steph went to Holy Fam while Chloe and I went for BBQ.
Others was watching the women's open at the Kallang place.
Yay, the OSB ppl didn't win. Woohoo.

TP rawks 29Nov-1st Dec

2006-12-12T23:20:00.000-08:00

Went for the Tp rawks camp. It was fun. The ppl are funny.

Applied Science

Food Science

Made cinammon raisin roll. Ohh my, it's so cool. The machine and all are so cool. They have ice cream making machine. And all the weird stuff that you never knew it existed. That's it man, Food Science is gonna be in one of my 12 choices, just tt not the 1st.

BioMedical Science

Guess what I made here. Smth tt is cool. PIMPLE CREAM. Anyone wants to try using it. It's seems cool. The whole of AVA girls wants to give it to Mr Prang because we want to give him a White and Red Christmas.
One of the PL told me to use it because the glove we were wearing didn't have rash. What a bad joke.

Chemical Engineering

Not much of hands on. It was more of how they made soap from used cooking oil. Smth gross into smth so cool. The malays guys think tt they are funny but in fact, NOT AT ALL. Don't know what they were talking abt also.

There was one more course that we went to, but I can't rmb. Aww, so sad.

Business

Logistic

It was kinda boring because it's all abt computer stuff and how they work. It seriously don't get it. Yeah right, telling a computer idiot all abt working some weird soft ware. How do you expect me to get it.

Mass Comm

It was cool looking at all the machines and how much better than those chad worthless ones in our school. Some audio stuff was cool. Just tt I couldn't try the things tt I wanted to. Argh, some shit person went to try everything. kanasai la.

HTM, RHM, Culunary thing

There was just a cool lecturer telling us what they are all abt. He's so cool. Funny guy. I want to know somenoe like tt so tt tt person can make me laugh all my day. I'm always the one making everyone elsel laugh but myself. Someone who can make me laugh please appear in my life. I need the hilarious person.

Low Element

There was this big big see-saw, The whole group of us was suppose balance it. It was cool. Then some guy called Boo came to disturbed so we couldn't balanced then. There was some challenged that if we could balnce for more than 2 mins, he had to have some forfeit. We did it and we made him roll on the muddy grass. Kinda gross.

I didn't go the last day because I was too lazy to get out of the house.

Mahjong

2006-12-12T08:11:00.000-08:00

The Juniors came over to my house the play Mahjong. What else can I say. I'm too lazy to blog. Ben, Spare me.

Graduation

2006-11-28T08:48:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry but I really didn't want to go graduationg with you. I knew tt you only had us to depend on and I really wanted to help but I don't know how to. Your reliance is getting on my bundles of neurones. I'm sorry but to ignore you. I know tt you won't read this post so it doesn't matter whether or not it's here and you won't even know who you are. But I just can't stand it and even though some ppl understand. I still don't understadn myself. But you really need to learn how to be INDEPENDENT. I know I'm mean but this is my only way to do it in such a way tt you wouldn't know and at the same time less saddening for you. When will you realise the fact tt we just simplay can't get along. Don't you have your own grp of friends. It may seem like as if I'm being over-sensitive but I just can't help it. Everyone's helping me to lie and I'm sorry for this. I really am. When whould you realise tt you are in a different world. I'm sorry but I don't wish to see you again. I really hope tt the team can do well together but I'm not too sure if I can tell myself to. I may attend any of the team occasion because you are there. You even make me not feel like playing Floorball anymore because I know tt if I continue my life in Floorball, I'm sure to see you again and I don't wish tt tt would happen. Am I being mean. I don't know this is just how I feel. It's irritating me and I've got no one else to tell but this freaking machine standing right in front of me. How pathetic can I get. I don't know if this choice is right but I'm a stubborn person and will not listen anyone else other than myself when my mind is made. Though my team has tried to convince me, I just can't let it go. Is it real bad to treat you like tt but I think tt drifting away is the best solution because time is the best medicine I suppose. I think nobody is gonna read this paragraph because it's so long and I shan't continue.

Saw Amanda when we reached and guess what she was in. Shirt and Shorts. How power can she get. Charmaine even better. So shinny like going to club or what. This is the second time I saw Steph in a skirt and tt better not be the last time. I hope to see her in skirt again because she is pretty.

I hate it. I can't believe tt throughout the whole lunch I sat at the same table as Xinni and Dinie tt bunch of b******. I'm sorry but I just can't stand it. I was in a bad mood and I guess they knew it. Tt STUPID dinie still thought tt I was talking abt her when I was whispering to Nanda. If you think tt you are tt worthy of for me to bitch abt then go ahead. I don't care abt you HYPOCRITE. I just don't understand why such a person can ever exist and have friends. I bet her friends are just as hypocritical as her. This kind of a person can NEVER in her life find a true friend. I'm glad I've found one. Not this machine though. I love her and I suppose we'll accompany each other till death though I'll be in poly and she JC. I know she doesn't read my blog either but I just love her.

Juniors I'm so disappionted in you all. No video for my grad la, So sad can. I shall blog some other day. Gonna talk to my best friend. Have not talked to her for a long long time.

Nanda's birthday

2006-11-28T08:28:00.000-08:00

Went down to Nanda's house with Renée to fetch Nanda from her house, because she was lazy to get out of her house while others went to prepare.

Blind folded Nanda from her house till Mountbatten CC. It was funny because she didn't know where were going and look at what I did to her face when we were in the cab without her knowing.

The kids there sang birthday song for Nanda and she was so touched tt she burst into tears. We were all happy tt she liked the surprise. Then we played game with the kids there. Karlton and his sister Chermaine are so cute so are Joseph and Jacqueline. I like them alot. They are so fun to play with. Ahmad too. He's very adorable.

Went to the kallang hawker to eat. There are so many nice food there. How come I never realise though I go there every Saturday to visit my Ah ma every Saturday last time.

Then we took bus 16 to Cine. The guy who sat beside played along with us too. He lied to Nanda together with us since Nanda doesn't know where he is going. Nanda, we were going to watch a NC16 movie because you are officially SIXTEEN.

We walked arnd and there was this tag pinned on Nanda saying,

Many ppl wished her. A group of teenage Caucasians actually even sang Birthday song for her. There were also ppl starring at like as if we were aliens. I'm happy though. Anw, the photo thing is not working shall upload the photos some other time.

I'll upload the videos we took as well.

SHOPPING!!!

2006-11-24T00:24:00.000-08:00

know what. Out of 7 days in this week. I'll be going out with Renée and Pearls for six days.
I'm so happy. I'm gonna get the topshop bag.
Went with Nanda, Renée, Xuan and WY to Bugis. Then Sam, Pearls and Charlotte joined us later at a later time.
We met this two tenants. They were so funny. Like nothing better to do then just go there rent a shop and play one.
I showed one of this girl my dress and she said,"it's a dorothy bloddy perkins" it was funny in a way. They are very friendly and just sit there helped ourselves with almost everything. Now I know I can't work in any shop tt sells shirts because I can't put them properly.

I'm not gonna get the starbucks job but I'm gonna work in some telemarketing place.
I'll work hard for $10 an hours.

Went for trng yesterday and I was super duper funny. I think Sonia Teo and Jamie Chong is super funny with the English lessons and the Stretching lesson. The Sonia kept banging Jamie. Everyone was just laughing at their conversation.
Ben, you should be glad tt I gave you tatoo lor. Some ppl want also don't have ar. You should feel fortunate. Ben, STOP making funny noises, all sorts of sound effects and it was because of your sound effects tt I fell. I just can't help it but to laugh. In the end I can't stand properly and fell.
Pearls: IT'S NOT MY DAILY ROUTINE!!!

Happy and Gay

2006-11-21T17:32:00.000-08:00

ok. The last time I blog was exactly one week ago. When I wasn't happy because there was O levels. Now, I'm happy and Gay.

16th Nov 2006, Thursday.

Suppose to meet Xuan to go Vivo to collect some movie tickets. But in the end, she told me tt she had to go her Grandma house don't know do what. I'm so glad I could find my cousin to go there with me. It's super last min. I seriously think tt my whole life is just abt waiting for ppl. First, I waited for Xuan so tt she could pass me the tabs to collect the tickets. After tt, I was waiting for my cousin to reach Eunos from her house. Waited for so long. We went to eat at Banquet. Both of us ate Chicken Rice. Then went to Vivo mart to get some don't know what. Then went to collect the tickets. After collecting the tickets, my cousin and I watched "The Grudge 2". I think it's quite a good show because it requires alot of thinking which is the kinda movie tt I like.

Saw Amelia and Vanessa there. Somehow, we went separate ways but we still met at Carls jr. in the end. Sat together and ate. Talked and somehow, ZiYing was so quiet. Nvm. We went home after tt. Didn't want to go home so went over to her house and stay over instead.

Used the computer then called YiWen because I didn't know how to explain to her online. In the end, we talked till 0345. Then, her phone batt went flat so I went to sleep.

Woke up only at 12. Uncle cooking is nice. Mum came to fetch me and I stoned at home.

18th Nov 2006, Saturday.

Went with Xuan, Pearls and Nanda to Cathay. Xuan and I went for the StarBucks interview. Hopefully I'll get a job there. I really really want it. ohh, there's this place called wood would. Nice place with nice cards. I'm going there again man though it's kinda expensive.
Nanda and I reached the place first, and while waiting. We were commenting on every grp of ppl who walk pass us. It was super funny. Now, I know tt Nanda wants big breast because she wants the horizontal stripe bikini tt will make her breast look bigger.

19th Nov 2006, Sunday.

Couldn't get to go to 1st service because I overslept so went to the third one instead. It was a very good sermon. I love it. I'm so happy for Pearls. She's opening up to God. Thank You Lord.

There is this guy called Jonathan and he's so smart. He knows how to explain to me each and every question tt I don't know. So smart. It's without a doubt abt him being in the intergrated programme.

Ohh no, I know NOBODY in the camp grp. Okay, maybe not because I know Kah Wai. But not like as if I'm very close to him right.

Went to Vivo yesterday but there isn't any thing tt I can buy. Nth much happened.

Went to Island Creamery and Ikea. Met this girl(11yrs old) and her younger brother(turning one on some day of December). Kinda made friends with them. She's very pretty. The Brother is so cure. I'm gonna marry some Phillipino one day. The children come out all very pretty one.

2006-11-14T04:35:00.000-08:00

Was it meant to be smth fun or you just don't want to let me know?
Did you meant well because I had to study or you just didn't want me to go?
Do you even care abt how I'll feel or izzit that I just don't feel it?
There are thousands and one question in my mind wanting to ask you but somehow, I don't want to know the answers. I know I'm contradicting, but I'll never be but like that again.
Don't worry, I'll never pester anyone anymore.
Time and time again I'm disappointed. I don't wanna get hurt anymore and I'll not depend on anyone, bother abt any other thing but study hard for my last two papers.
I've learnt that crying doesn't help, I'll never help. At the very most, I'll be comforted by the fact that I care because I bothered to cry.
I don't know if it meant the way I thought. I'll not bother anymore.
I'll just pray hard abt it and hope that I'll get an answer from someone.
For the very least, I'm not as hurt as last time. I woke up earlier. Not as stupid like last time.
经一事长一志。

I miss school life

2006-11-12T23:20:00.000-08:00

I've always hated school life because I've got to wake up early in the morning just to go to school and to study. But, life has been so empty since study break has started. I know that I'll never be able to sit at the basketball court to listen to the annoucements, stand there and sing both the National Anthem and School Song ever again. I really Love the school song:
Forward Katong Covent,
Make our future bright,
To achieve our aims
Bravely we will fight.
Guide us in our labours
To the Lord we pray,
In wisdom, strength and courage
Growing day by day

Solidly united,
by our motto sound
Simple in virtue
Strong
in duty bound

In duty to our country
Let us steadfast be,
Serving it with cheerfulness
And with loyalty.
Let us ever noble be,
In thought and word and deed,
Strving to our utmost
Always to succeed(WONDERFUL, isn't it)

Okay anw, I'm gonna RUN everyday. As in twice a day. Morning from my house to ECP. Evening, in Bedok stadium. I have to and I'm gonna to. Maybe might go for School Trng and join Charlotte and Sam. But I still can't decide whether or not to give Floorball up. I'm still considering, so even if I go for trng, it's just to see if I still have the ocnfidence to play Floorball.
Some song that we sang today.

I love You(x9)
and my heart will follow wholly after you.
lovely are your dwelling places, thirsty i come after you
now im yours and you are mine, and from my heart a song will rise,
Don't know why but everytime I hear it I'll just start crying and crying.

Anw, I need to study me Geog paper 1. How? My mapwork sucks.
Ohh no. What if I fail my O's I don't know what to do.
Stop talking abt the unhappy things.
I think that I gossip more and more. Tsk, as in, I don't know if it's gossiping, but the thing is that whatever that I said was true. So is that considered gossiping. I'm SORRY if I've brought to anybody any inconvinence. But I just can't keep these to myself because whatever that you have done is just so hurtful to your friends and you never did realise or izzit that you just don't bother to see. It's not just one friend but many friends. I know that you're trying so hard to hook guys up and to gain favourtism from ppl who has authority but it's NO USE.
You think ppl can't see how desperate you are. Sorry but you just just so dumb and make it so obvious that you are desperate. It's not only me who thinks so but also your own CLOSE friend and my friends. Sorry but you just can't bootlick for nuts and they are all unsuccessful. In turn, you make ppl dislike, loathe you. It'lll only make ppl hate you to the very marrow of one's bones.
okay, it may be a little too exaggerated but what you do. There is a borderline, a limit. Stop it.

I think I'm too agitated.
NVM.
LOVE HIM AND LEARN FROM HIM AND ALL WILL BE FINE.
LOVE EVERYONE.

O LEVELS

2006-11-05T01:34:00.000-08:00

I hate O levels. It's the killer of most ppl other than those who likes to study or do not have a life. I shall give you an example, HO KOK WEN YING.
She's totally crazy. She studies EVERYDAY, DAY AND NIGHT. The only thing she does is to Study, Sleep and Eat. She's crazy and doesn't have a life.
I miss playing Floorball but I don't think I'm gonna continue life with Floorball anymore. Like how Jie Jie felt, I'm feeling it. I never understood her but now I know. I know I'll miss my Floorball life but I don't know if I should continue or to give up and to concentrate on my Poly life next time.
I seriousl have got no idea. If I really can get in NP, Chinese Studies, I really don't know. It's like crazy. I mean like, BOTH are my interests, but, being a DJ will be both my career and hobby while Floorball is just like that. Not like as if I'm that good at Floorball or what. I'll just be more than happy to see some of my teammates playing Floorball still.
I know I'm contradicting but I have got no idea when it comes to this topic.

Anw, O levels is fine. For the last three paper that I took, the only paper that I found difficult was Chinese. Like what Berlyn told me, those ppl who have a better Chinese Foundation found the paper difficult but those with C5,6 for the last time thought that the paper was easy. How IRONIC!!!

I'm like goging crazy and that I've got paper everyday the next week and it's not like MCQ kind, ALL theory la. BIAN TAI.

My O's ends on the 20th NOv.

FOR ONE FULL WEEK I'M GONNA SHOP FOR GRAD DRESS, which is on the 27th Nov.
On the 28th Nov. I'm gonna look for Job.
From 29th Nov.-2nd Dec. will be Np and TP orientation.
3rd is Yuan Ting's birthday.
May from the 4th to 6th I'll have different grps of ppl coming to my house to play Mahjong,(Teammates, Juniors and Friends), each a day I guess.
7th is a secret party of Nanda's
From the 8th to 12th is camp.
13th is also Nanda's secret party.
14th and 15th, some stuff on.
16th and 17th, FREE.(Hurry Book Me now before it's no longer available)
18th is another Party.
19th-21th,FREE (Call 9765**** for booking)
22nd is Nanda's party AGAIN.
Christmas at Katong last for a few days so I'm not too sure when. But I know that I'll be going to HK with Nisa and friends for arnd 4-6 days but the dates are not confirmed yet)

First time in my life that my December and November is so packed.
It's totally crazy.
Should I work for Starbucks, Royal Sporting House, Levi's, some restaurant or in office. 因该选哪一个呢？

2006-11-03T01:32:00.000-08:00

I shall guest blog for WNX since it's so dead(: Haha, I'm so nice because I changed her skins and relinked some people for her. Haaaa, I have no idea what to blog about. Oh ya, got back the results and I'm so not contented because I too don't know why she could get into 3/5 you know, I KNOW NANXIN will definitely agree right. I really really think Sandra should get into 3/5 you knowww. Nanxin, I hope you know who I'm talking about yeahhh. Nanxin is having her O levels and she has no time to blog. Haha, but I doubt anyone reads her blog either. HAHA. I shall stop here then(:

Nanxin, so do you like your skin? HAAAA.

...

2006-10-13T21:26:00.000-07:00

I have not updated for a long long time and I don't even know what to write now.
I'm so not use to the keyboard now because I have not use it for a long time. Anw, I wanna thank my teammates and especially Charlotte for planning my birthday for me. Though it was a simple one, but I am very happy. Thank you my teammates for giving up your studying time. Felicia also, come cheat me. I feel so dumb. nvm. This is why it's called a surprise.

Ate Breeks and the ppl there are such a pain. Now, I know, never ever go to SiMei Breeks, the food sucks and so does the ppl. I just so simply LOVE my Teammates and Felicia of course.
The only thing that was saddening was that not all my teammates went. Sam and WY wasn't there.

After that, I went home and I felt so bad that I had to go to the hospital. Was in the hospital for 3hrs. I almost died.

Long Long Time Ago

2006-09-24T06:24:00.000-07:00

It really has been a long time since I last blogged, because I had to study for my Prelims and now it's finally OVER. I'm so glad, but it's nnot the end of my Secondary school life. O levels has yet to come and once Prelims are over, I've gotta start studying for O levels alr. why can't I go back to the good old days when I never knew what is studying. Nvm, I shall look forward to my Graduation and my 3 mths Holidays. I've got so many things on during the December Holidays. The APAC that I missed last year. Chalets and Camps that I missed as well. This year going down to NP for camp too.

I still cannot believe that my FOUR years in KC is gonna end very soon. I might lose contact with many of my friends. Those that I was once so closed. Maybe, even the teachers. I may not even recognised them if I see them on the streets. Some of my juniors that I'm not close to though I still LOVE them as much as the others. Ohh my, this is getting so emo. I'm kinda looking forward to Graduation because of the pretty clothes that I'm gonna wear, but at the same time, it means that I no longer am a KCian. I can only call myself an EX-KCian. I love this school so much. I thought me so many things, I cannnot imagine what will ever happen to me if I'm in any other school.

I may not even talk to some teammates that I'm close to. The team that I love so much, The team who gave me so much love, I love EACH AND EVERYONE though some may get on my nerves most of the time. I will definitely miss the time we played Floorball together. The times we celebrated everybodies birthday. How we talk on the phone.

Gay-pok talks with Xuan. Hi-TENs with Sam. Studying in the studying room with Pearls. Eating the mee-goreng with Nanda in class. Cheena lessons with Charlotte. Staircase with Steph. Laughters with Renee. Mid-night talks with Nisa. The Chinese Drama shows with WanYan.
I'm DEFINITELY gonna MISS them.

I might not even talk to Felix as much because she'll go to upper sec where there will be so many other things she has to cope with. SK will also be having her O levels which probably will drive her crazy. Maybe the juniors that I'll still be in contact with will be Chloe and Joey Ng.

I'll miss Berlyn, now that we're in the smae school, we seldom talk, what more next time. I know that what ever happens, she'll always be with me but I just don't wanna bother her. Felicia, though we're in the same class, we don't even talk like how we did in Sec 1 and 2. I seriously don't know what will happen next time.

I hate to say that I'm leaving my school, friends and teachers but this is the fact that I cannot deny. I just gotta try my very best to talk to them as often as possible. No matter what, they'll always be in my heart always and forever.

24th Sept 2006.

Woke up late but still went for first service, then ate breakfast/lunch and went for 3rd service. Went to PP and waited my parents to go for dinner. Went to long beach. then shopped at PP. So irritating. My Sister didn't allow me to buy the Topshop($66) and Levis($129) skirt. Somemore ask my to go some chad Tampines shop and buy. Qi Si Wo Le. They don't know how to shop one la. Only stayed there for less than 2 hrs. Don't know shop for what also. Only went to Aussino, Isetan, Topshop and that's it. Levis I just went in and take a look. Dorothy Perkins too.
I'm so gonna get those two skirts. I don't have anymore skirts la.

All the days

2006-08-26T17:59:00.000-07:00

ohh my, it's been 3 weeks since I loast blogged. I was too caught up with my studies and since Chem and Bio prac is in 3 days time and English prelim is in 4 days time, I shall blog as much as I can now and study till I die. I cant really remember what happened all they other days. Just let me tell you what happened to me those days that I remember.

14-18 August 2006, Monday to Friday.

All I can remember is that I wore slippers to school. That's all I can remember.

18 August 2006, Friday.

I cant remember what happened in the day but Felix, Charmaine and I prank called Charmaine's friend and he still thinks that I "like" him. How dumb can he get.

19 August 2006, Saturday.

Went down to Mos and study. Then, went for cell. Cell was totally awesome. Went down to PP to have dinner at KFC. Went to the playground near Library. Saw this boy called Andrew. He's damn cute. Kept running arnd and when his Granmother got him to go home, he asked her to sit down so that he can play a little while more. haha. So cute la. Met Felix at Mini Toons, Passed her the letter. Went to the bridge to meet TingXin. Waited there for arnd 7 mins. Saw TingXin and she asked if I waited there for very long so I told her abt 7 mins and she said that she was at the busstop waiting for me. Miscommunication happens sometimes. I couldn't get her because my phone died. Waited at 32 bus stop for kinda long. Was telling Ting abt all the Floorballers birthday parties.

20th August 2006, Sunday.

Went for Sunday service. First time I went for the third service. Nice. Studied then.

21st August 2006, Monday.

I wore my oversized shoes to school and just the first day wearing it to school, I FELL, and it wasn't any other fall. It was a THREE HUNDRED AND SIXTY DEGREES fall. Ohh my. So embrassing. Just for that Kauthar lesson, I had to suffer so much. To think when I went back to class. She didn't even bother and even scolded me. So irritating. I hate her la. Such a pain. Ohh my, I should forgive everyone. No matter what they do to me. I SHOULD AND I MUST.

22nd August 2006, Tuesday.

Met Naomi and Cheryl Lek at Starbucks at night to study. After Starbucks close, Naomi came to my house to study till arnd 230AM. The dumb thing happened today was that I took the wrong bus and only reached Siglap Starbucks one hour after I left my house. When it's just so near my house.

23rd August 2006, Wednesday.

Naomi didn't come Starbucks today because she had tuition. TingXin joined us instead but the very moment I reached, she left. Ting don't love me anymore. Studied till 11 plus then got Dad to fetch me. Guess what, I cycled down to Starbucks from my house. My Daddy was complaining all the while because I cycled down and it's very troublesome to bring the bicycle home. Ohh ya, I only took 15mins to cycle down form my house when I took one hour to cycle there the day before, how dumb.

24th August 2006, Thursday.

Went to school even though I need not. When there to asked teachers some stuff. I feel like some hunter hunting for all the teachers. The teacherws are like my prey now. haha. Miss Tan is happy to be my prey. haha. She's so nice la, she actually starve for 3 hours just to teach us. Went with Lek to MPCC since Naomi wants to meet us. Sorry Lek for abandoning you for more than 15mins. Sorrry. I went to the badminton court to watch my juniors play for a little while.

25th, 26th August 2006, Friday, Saturday

Went to school like yesterday. Went home and sleep for arnd 2 hours. Met Wei then, went down to airport to study. I'm so sorry Naomi and Nadine for making you wait for so long. Settled down to study at Macs. Janice and SengYong joined us later. I cant believe that I could stay up for the whole night just to study. Though I slept for sometime but most of the time I was studying. I didn't know that it was alr. breakfast at 5a.m. Left airport at 6 plus, took a train down back home but I was too lazy to go home so I went down to Pearls house to study for 2 hrs. Went back home and SLEEP. Wanted to wake up at 12 so that I can go for cell but before I know, it's alr. 5. Sorry. Going to Jill's chalet later. So I think I better prepare and tell Mum.

10, 11, 12th August 2006

2006-08-12T23:15:00.000-07:00

10th August 2006, Thursday

NO school today too. Yay. Anw, my whole day is stuck with my BOOKS. Studied in TP(Temasek Polytechnic) Library. I almost got lost in there. The food there are kinda nice, at least not as bad as what I ate yesterday. Sis treat to almost all my food. Nice ice cream there.
Studied till 530p.m. Thank You Jacob for helping me hold my books.

11th August 2006, Friday.

Morning Excercise was fun. Mr Jega and Mr Lee went crazy. Damn funny. Edelyn and I went crazy, we started laughing at them. Y.M.C.A. hahaha. Yet another Math test. I really forgot abt it. Kanasai. I'm so gonna flung it. Anw, I'm the first in class fro Math and to think I only studied last min, 15/16. Actually I should thank Mrs Chua. She was the one who taught me this chapter.
Got our Chinese O level result back. NO distinction in our class. Highest onl y B3. Quite a number of B3s though. Naomi, JingHui, Felicia, Charmaine, Wen Ying, Cheryl Lek, Cheryl Cheng and some other ppl and I. I'm so gonna re-take. B3 can bring me to nowhere.

4/4 was like the Singapore River. Almost the whole class cried. Lucky my oral is distinction, easier to score A1 if I re-take. Felicia Lime Pei Ting now owes me a chessy toast and a mochi. haha. There was 1 or 2 A1 for Malay, B3 for Tamil.

Ate lunch with Edelyn, took a bus with Charlotte and Belinda home.

Slept and there was so many miss calls and message. I almost died. Mum woke me up because of this call and I thought that it was the next day morning alr. How dumb.

12th August 2006, Saturday.

Mum sent me to Bedok, met Edelyn and Cheng, started doing our flag day. Walked arnd and find no one donating. This is the worst flag day I've ever done. Nobody donate. I could finish two tins within 4hrs when I was at Si Ma Lu. Now not even 3/4 of the tin within 5hrs in Bedok. Ate Macs breakfast. Nice. Talked abt how Mr Lee got ditch by all his girlfriends. Sorry but it's the fact.

Went to East point to buy my shoes. The smallest shoe size is 9.5. Even my Dad can fit into that shoe. If not for my shoe is dying, I will never buy it. Shit la. Met Chloe and Grace. Took bus 19 to Lavonne's house. Had BBQ. Grace went to pull me, I fell, then slipped, now my feet has some hole. In fact, I think it's my fault. I can literally feel the hole. Damn gross. I think I could even find a piece of meat on the floor. Swam. Damn fun. I think I'm like Zhu Zhu now, the Happy house one somemore. Damn red/pink. Some drip drip drop game is fun. Wanted to walk Grace out and thought that I should meet my family too, so I got Grace to go get my bag. Then, she left my shoe there so I ran back. We missed two 9. Sorry Grace. Talked to her abt don't know what also. We known ppl with the same initials. ahah. Ky and Ky, Wl and Wl.
Went down to 85 to meet Family. The kway tiao damn shit la, not nice one. I should have ordered ba chor mee. The tang yuan is nice though. The stingray is too spicy but I like it. I'm so glad that Dad bought me two cus of sugar cane, if not I don't know how to survive eating the stingray. Nan Hu jie jie helped Sis do some facial, looks damn interesting.

8th, 9th July 2006

2006-08-09T07:20:00.000-07:00

8th August 2006, Tuesday.

National day celebration in school is just totally awesome.
After National day celebration, went down to class, had English remedial for Oral. Then was Bio. Stayed in school till 12p.m. Our class was probably the last class to leave the school. Nobody else was in school by then. Went down to PP to meet the AVA girls.
PP swensons have EXTREMELY BAD SERVICE. How can we eat without cutlery. You want us to look like babarians and eat with our hands in your restaurants. I ordered a set and you didn't give me my drinks. After me asking you for more than twice. Got you to serve the dessert, "yes, sure. It's coming." You told us that for more than FIVE times. We didn't get the change after paying for quite some time. What kind of GOOD service is this.

Took 36 to shaw to meet Xuan, Nanda, Charlotte and that Hongkee guy. Saw Melissa and Winne the pooh when I got down the bus. They told me that they said Hi but I didn't hear. haha. Sorry. MY EAR TOO SMALL. Watched Click. After watching it, I feel like I need not do anything. But the moral of the story is to enjoy whatever that you are doing. Not only the good moments bu also the times when you are suffering. That makes life more meaningful. The ending is kinda lame though it's really a good show. Walked arnd. Wanted to buy Birkenstock but only had hundred with me. Bought Xuan hot chocolate and there was some dumb person who doesn't know how to get water from some machine. He pressed some button which only made the cover open rather than releasing water. How dumb. He thought that one was spoilt so he went to another. I had to help him.

Asked him if he wants any food. His first reaction was, "YAO!!!" Went to Taka to buy Tako Pachi. Then Beard Papa. Tori Q. Doughnut. and so many other things. We wanted to get him to ask some guy, "one night how much", but he was being such a pain. This one wear spectacle one. That one no hair. Too skinny, too fat, the hair is dyed. Don't know what the hack he wants. We went crazy. He kept saying tiu lie. So irritating. He's that that because when I got him to shut up or just not to say that, He will. Or when he says, he'll opps, sorry. Though, irritating but he's still kinda considerate.

Went to Heeren, wanted to see how newurbanmale looks like now. Got that Hongkee guy to wear some top and he said that it looks like it's for dogs. Damn funny. He told Xuan and I that we're crazy. Then, he went to look for Charlotte and Nanda. Charlotte was holding on to the same top and he said that we're all crazy. He's really funny. Nanda and Charlotte left. Walked to some shop where there are many cute stuff. He bought some puny tissue box and 6 boxes of tissue refill. Damn cute. He bought it for some girl in HK. All together was kinda expensive but he's like soem rich kid. I told him that it is ... and his reply was, nevermind. .

Took 7 with Xuan and Haoting. Quite a long bus ride. I took to Bedok. Then bus 38 to some place to eat for national day. So dumb. The food also not nice one. My Auntie didn't allow me to talk on the phone with Felix. So irritating. So my last resort was ZY. She was nice enough to listen to all my complains. haha. Reached home, bathe and all. Got onto my comfy bed. Lie like how I usually do when my hair is wet. My head was hanging in the air. I think I used to much strength and it feels like I was having stiff neck. I called Nanda and she told me to crack it back but I was afraid that I would be painful so I didn't. Called Felix but she was alr. sleeping. Asked Fiona but she didn't know what it stiff neck so it's okay. Called Xuan, she help me asked her mother and her mother asked me to put my pillow in the sun. I started laughing like crazy. Damn funny. It doesn't have anything to do with the pillow but my neck. I sounded like I was going to suffocate, but I just can't stop laughing. Ohh my. Decided to just lie on my bed and let it heal by itself. It became better after some time but still painful.

9th August 2006, Wednesday.

Woke up arnd 8 plus. Wanted to study but went back to sleep. Woke up only 11 plus. Ran with Austen, Went down to Macs to study with Sis. At least she can help me if I need any. After some time, Aunt came to fetch us. Ate at some chad place. The food there really sucks. The frog is like damn hard. Not as smooth as the ones I ever ate. The curry fish head no meat. Some dried scallop thingy, without dried scallop. The vegetable was over-cooked. The hor fun was too dry and bland. The pork-ribs was a little too sweet but still acceptable. Didn't eat the egg but that was the only thing that Dad didn't complain. Sis said that Dad and I are equally fussy. Dad and I was complaining abt the food the whole while. Goodneed. Dad banged a dog down. I almost cried when I heard that. Imagine if it was Austen. Just the thought of it makes me cry.

7th Aug 2006, Monday

2006-08-07T22:48:00.000-07:00

Mdm Zakiah went crazy and she gave NAPKINS as prize for anyy correct answer. Can choose the day one or night one somemore. So dumb la. Fun afterall. Mrs Crossley came during CT. She kinda scolded me for I was meddling with my pwn stuff. Xiao Hai Bu Ben 2 is damn touching. Cannot take it alr. SO many ppl in my class started tearing.

Stupid Kauthar, Kanasai. Just because I walked arnd the class. She talked to me. At least I'm not worst in class. I got 15/25 WITHOUT STUDYING. In fact, I only knew abt the test one hour before it was conducted. Math was alright. Kinda confident that I'll pass. Slept during Bio. A bit boring. I don't want to stay back for Bio tmr. Make sure the school close earlier man. Then I can go with both the AVA girls and Xuan, Nanda, Zhi Kai and the Hongkee guy. haha.

Ate lunch with Pei, Cheng, Vanessa and WenYing. Took a bus back with Pei and saw Carine in the bus. Funny. We didn't even like her and she come action sit in front of us. haha. Went home and did the calender thing. I better follow it man.

Sis just came homw with some FAKE Puma bag. The first thing I asked her was, " real or fake" damn funny. She paid 25 bucks for some fake bag. Might as well pay another 30 bucks for a REAL Nike bag right. She started saying that nobody is as rich as me. Buy some 69 bucks REAL Puma bag. I can buy the real bag is because I haven't bought a bag ever since sec 2. I've been using all the old old bag even though they are real. I compared her zip and mine. I touch her bag I know it's fake ready, though it's nice.

Smth bad that I really did to Cassaundra. I just put her bag on the floor because Mrs Kauthar wanted me to. Someone screamed and I said," very precious meh, FAKE ONE ALSO". SORRY. I think I'm just too materialistic. I shall try to learn to accept fake things. Maybe that day will be a few years or ten over years later. I don't know. I just hate fake things. If you don't have the money, just buy any other brand. It need not be some fake branded thing right. If you have the money, why for buy the fake one just so that you can buy a few more bags when the real one can last you for long while the fake one will spoli very easily. How dumb. Using fake things is kind of stealing, because their stuff are copyrighted. Ohh, so dumb.

Thank You Felix for helping me choose what I'm gonna wear tmr. I LOVE YOU!!!

NOW, I'VE FOUND THREE DUMB PEOPLE TODAY.
First, Tracy Wong Pei Pei. She didn't know that the bucket where we return the bowls have alr. change place so she dumbly walk to the stall and found that the bucket wasn't there. She brought the bowl back to the table and I brought to where it was.
Then, Cheryl Cheng En Hua was as dumb and she did the same thing. Just that she knew how to ask ppl. I was laughing like soem mad woman.
Next, Fiona Lim Pei Ru. She go play with the hair dye, then, it stained her plam and she didn't know how to remove it. She was afraid that her mother might scold her. She didn't even know what bleach or tina is. Ohh my. I shall buy her a bottle of Tina and another bottle of bleach.

4,5,6 August 2006

2006-08-06T06:34:00.000-07:00

4th August 2006, Friday.

Did not do morning excercise. Had another Math test. Hopefully I'll pass. SS was alright as well, I slept though. Slept on the chair in the AVA. All the students talking Elect Lit was in the same class instead of two because Mrs Ling??? is home-hospitalised for TEN days. I bet this is what many students have been praying for man. All the people from the other class was so happy la. Did some practical. I die die cannot get oxygen. Forgot to bring Chem tb though. Lucky she didn't realise. Did silent letters for English. It was damn fun.
Wanted to go PP for lunch with Xuan, Renee, Sam and Charlotte but that Avina kept pulling me so I went to my cousins house instead. How dumb of me. I fell in my backbone because my cousin pulled me down the chair. Didn't dare to tell Mum because I'm afraid some mis-understanding may occur between Mum and Auntie again. Now, I have to suffer silently. Walked to the bus stop with Felix and Sherry. Sherry's no longer scary. She protected me from that damn cat. THANK YOU FELICIA AND SHERRY. If not I'll probably just die. Sis was very sad. Tried to console her but I just suck at consoling ppl.

5th August, Saturday.

Went down to holy family to meet Fel, Charmaine, Amanda and Vanessa Ong. First time in my life that I was the earliest person. I reached 15 mins before the next person came, Amanda. Wait fro Fel and Van for kinda long. Bought a Ha-gendaz cake for Charlotte. Cab down to her house because no one knows how to get to her house. Charlotte's dog doesn't like me. Sad. The dress that she's gonna wear for prom night is damn nice but bloody expensive, thousand over bucks. Crazy.

Took a bus down ,from where Charmaine's Dad drop us, with Amanda to church. Had zone. Ate at Pangs and Daphne Tan kept complaining that the beef hor fun is damn bad. She can be Pearls friend man. Kept complaining that the cook forgot to put salt or smth like that. TX and Daphne Ho bought it as well. Daphne Ho said that it isn't as good as last time and TX just ate.
Told Felix that I'm going down to Bugis to meet my family when I was happily eating in Pangs. She kinda guess it but don't know whether or not I was telling the truth. I was being a nice sister so I bought calamari for my sister. Wanted to prank call but my dear Felix only reached home at 130. I was in my dreams by then. She called my arnd 135. She should be happy that I picked my phone up, if not it's either that I can't hear or I'll throw the phone somewhere else. After some time I became high and her mother went crazy. haha. Called Nanda then, talked till 4 a.m and Nisa messaged arnd that time. Nanda didn't sleep in her room don't know because of what. It was so difficult to hear her whisper la.

6th August 2006, Sunday.
Went to fetch Ah yi, then to Four seasons to fect Sis. While waiting for her, I ran from Wheelock to Taka just to but Tako Pachi. Bought Beard Papa, Tori Q and Tako Pachi. Shared with everyone. If only I took 10 more dollars. I could have bought more Tori Q. Only bought one Chicken Ball. If only. Lucky I didn't listen to Sis and bought only prawn and bacon and cheese. I bought one more octopus. While walking there, I FELL. I know that it's kinda 'as usual' for me to fall but IN THE MIDDLE OF ORCHARD ROAD. Though this is the third time I fell along Orchard road, but this is the first time the whole world saw. All the other time was when it was late at night.

Went to pai Ah Ma. Somehow, Avina came. Iwas like why the hack is she here. Asked Felix to call me. Ohh my goodness. I'm so glad that I've my phone back, Felix could talk to me so that I need not talk to Avina. I almost died. Only Felix knows who my mistress and wife is. haha. Talked to her the whole while and almost every 15 mins, there'll be someone coming in to interupt. Ah Fang, Nan Fern jie jie, Kelvin kor kor, Nan Ting jie jie with Bao(Anthony), Ah Ru, Ah Liang, Ah Yeow, many Aunts, Wei, and others. That Avina kept saying that Felix is my Darling, so dumb.

Wanted to go down to Pearls house to study but decided not to because I was too lazy to go down.

3rd August 2006

2006-08-03T07:24:00.000-07:00

Yay, there isn't school today so we prank called yesterday and it was kinda pathetic because we only prank called 4 ppl. Compared to the usual over 7 ppl. Feli spoke to Loretta. The was how the conversation went.
Felix:Hello Mdm(laughs but nobody realised) May I know if this was your order.
Loretta: Yay right, this is a prank call right.(the hang up without saying bye)
We tried to call her back but she didn't want to pick up.
I then called SumYi.
NX: Hello Mdm, may I check if your order is five fish burger meal WITHOUT FISH, EXTRA TAR TAR SUACE AND GARLIC CHILLI SAUCE.
SY: I think you've got the wrong number.
NX: Mdm, may I know if your number is ********.
SY: ya.
NX: Then there shouldn't be any error.
SY: I'm serious. I didn'y touch my phone ever since 8 O'clock.
NX: really Mdm. I'm not too sure what I can do abt it because this is a special order and your order is alr. in preparation.
SY: I really think you've got the wrong number.
NX: I'm sorry Mdm. I think I'll call my manager and I'll get to you again?
SY: okay,sure.
After we discussed.
NX: Hello Mdm, My manager would like to express all his apologies and he would like me to tell you that I'm NanXin and this is a prank call.
How dumb is this. haha. SumYi, you fell for it.
Call Nat and she was sleeping.
Ariane could recognise my voice right away. After she know that it's me, she started talking and talking. I cannot take it so I talk to SY alone. After sometime, the phone auto shut down then I called Felix, she then had to out down. I went to bed then.

Woke only 1250 when Charlotte called me to ask abt SS. I think she called the whole team for that la. I went down to Macs and studied alone since Nanda is going down to Pearls house.
There was this girl who started crying and after some time don't know why she gay with her boyfriend again. Now I realise how cheena a place can Bedok get. None of the ppl there in uniform spoke Engilsh. Not even those in TJC. okay, for the very least, the Malay and the Tamil with the Chinese spoke English, okay, Singlish.

They were so noisy. The caucasian are so nice. They actually clean the table and threw their rubbish. Some guy called Cai Cheng Yu went to take photo with the Auntie working in Macs. He made the Auntie so happy. Kinda dumb. The Auntie somemore ask them to develope for her. I bet they won't. I saw Mr Lim there. After studying half way through, I didn't know how to do this Chem question so I went to ask him and he explained to me. I think he still remembers me.

Studied till 830, went down to Pearls house for awhile, then went home. Reached home arnd 930. Watched abit of tv and here I am. I hope Mum don't take back my phone tml because she returned it to me today because she wants me to know what the time is.

1st and 2nd August

2006-08-02T07:43:00.001-07:00

1st August.
KC FRIENDSHIP DAY!!!
Mrs Teo actually even praised me. WHAT A MIRACLE. I'm happy even though it's just my hair.
Presented for the speech. THs are perfect.
I think reducing sugar test is important because there is reducing sugar test for almost every practical.It will be the last time the KC AVA girls do ASSEMBLY DUTY OFFICIALLY. I fell down the chair while rocking it. It broke. The chair was alr. spoilt but I added pressure on to it. Sorry CHAIR. I'll always remember that you died on the 1st of August 2006 between 130-2.
Trng was fine. I watsed three quarters of my time. At least I learnt to look up before I approach the ball. I must make use of my accurate passes.

2nd August.
Steph gave us lollipop and sweet. Thank You. Had EL CA. I wrote on the M.I.N.D.S children. I thgink it's out of point but what's done cannot be undone. I did not stop during the run. Kinda happy though it's just 0.9km. First time Miss Tan shouted at us, this was because someof the people kept forgetting to bring their books and all. She went crazy la. Had SIBA(Siva, inside joke) lesson. Okay. Pei and I wnet crazy and started laughing like nobodies business. Watched XIAO HAI BU BEN 2 rather than QIAN JI BIAN. Probably she thinks that qian ji bian is boring. Xiao Hai Bu Ben 2 so much more meaningful lor.
Went for Biology remedial. It was so pathetic. Only 7 turned up. Xuan and I left early. Saw Fiona while walking9she was in the bus) smiled at her. I told Xuan that I just smiled at someone in the bus and Xuan said," I bet you don't know that person right". I know her lor, just that I never talk to her before. Xuan and I then started talking about how weird Fiona looks. She really does look weird.
Waited for more than 20mins for the bus. While I was in the bus, some hand came to GRAB me. I had a shock. Turned back and realised that it was some old woman who just lost her balance. Hi Mdm, do I look like the railings to you. Some Ngee Ann guy beside started laughing la.
Reached home. Bathe, waited for Dad. Then he sent to the Sinseh. Damn painful. The guy told me that I have to stand, sit and walk properly. My bone is already out of place. Shit. He also said that I have got weak bones. Sad. Only the bones near my ankle are kinda strong but my knee and hip bones are bad. I cannot jump. To think I do star jumps like crazy la. I need to do squats. Walk up and down hills. Cannot stand like how I usually do. Gotta stand with both my feet facing front and knee straight. I shall not force myself too hard and make things worst. Walking will just do fine for me. I should not run. ALL THE ABOVE ARE ACCORDING TO HIM.
Home and prank calling session later. WOOHOO.

1st and 2nd August

2006-08-02T07:43:00.000-07:00

30th July 2006

2006-07-31T04:56:00.000-07:00

We prank called Fiona on Saturday night. She keep hanging us up. Called Nanda and she played along with the prank. What pizza hut. Many Many pizza. When do you want us to deliver it. My cousins and I all went crazy. Nanda got fascinated too. Haha.

30th July 2006, Sunday
Woke up arnd 10 plus. atched abit of T.V. then went back to work. Avina came again to play. Her artwork damn nice. Felicia cannot make it la. Lunch was fun because we competed in making Sushi. The girls obviously won. We had some test after that and I was the tester. Went home arnd 4 plus. Then went down to Pearls hse to study. There was two bian tai guy I discovered. GROSS!!!
Ate at the Mian Sian there. I ate rice though. I see so many chickens there. Went back to Pearls house and watched abit of Shallow Hal. Meaningful Hal. Pearls, you should be guilty. Went back to work and late abt 11 plus. Reached home. Called Felix to ask her some stuff and ended up talking. She kept asking me whether or not my Dad had reached home so that she can prank call. Felix, if nth goes wrong, the session will be every Friday and/or Saturdays.

31st July 2006, Monday
First Period is alr a test how nice to start off with a week. Then was CT which was nth actually. Watched Qian Ji Bian, I slept because I was too tired. The Chinese stall isn't open and I've got nth to eat. I failed my Math and yet I'm the 4th in class. How nice. Highest is WenYing, 24/40. Only one perosn passed. Next, Ria, 19/20. Then, Cassaundra, 18/40. I'm NEXT, 17/4o. Not very good but the consolation is 4th in class. Geog was a pain. I didn't study Geog but re-copied all my contacts on a piece of paper. Sent Caroline a bubble talk. So fun. WooHoo. Next up was Bio and I'm so gonna flung my paper because I didn't study. I was studying Chem all along. Okayy. No one in the class can draw Alveolu(spell?, lazy to check TB) . Saw Felix waiting for me outside my classroom. Thank You. Pealrs didn't want to follow me. Saw Joey Ng at the bus-stop so she tagged along too. Went with her to buy lollipop then we went to Harvery Norman.I pierced me ear then. The third earhole. Have not pierced ear for a long time so decided to. Felix had cheap thrill. Then, KFC. Not nice one. The chicken chop is a cheat. Took bus back with Felix. Joey Ng walked home. Felix is a pain. She doesn't want to let me hug her and so, MY MISSION IS NOT ACCOMPLISHED. I SHALL TRY TO COMPLETE MY MISSION IMPOSSIBLE TMR.
Dad came home while I was having my beauty sleep and she got some stupid woman to help him carry the chairs and I had to help. She's so dumb. She block the passge way with the chairs and before I can carry them all to the back, I had to do extra work by bringing the other chairs somewhere else. She cant even carry the chairs but to push it and the noise, I repeat, NOISE is irritating the hell out of me. Stupid China woman. Who ever said that you can put your shoes in my house. I kicked it outside. I used the cloth because for all I know she has HIV or smth. Austen did a great job by irritating her. I love you Austen.
8th August, Tuesday. There'll be an AVA Sec 4 girls 06' outing and I'm looking forward for it. Ohh so fun. I'm beginning to miss the days of working together.
I'm happier now because I'm having my Ben and Jerry's Ice cream. My Dad finally bought that home after buying so many chad ice cream back. I'm going for awfully chocolate soon.

29th July, OBD

2006-07-29T23:51:00.000-07:00

OBD is FUN. I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT.
I dreamt I woke up late and didn't go for OBD. Scare me only.
Took a cab down go Church. Wanted to buy awfully chocolae but only realise that it's so far away from there. Ate at er lou. I WENT TO THE MALE TOILET ACCIDENTALLY.
I wanted to go toilet and I saw this boy walking out so I just walked in. While washing, I turned back and saw the thing where guys pee in. I ran out and lucky there wasn't any people inside. The auntie is a cheater. She charged TX 2.20 and me 3 when we bought the same thing. Kanasai. Went down to meet Teri outside school to meet people. Teri and I went down to 7-11 to buy surlpee. goodness. While walking back to school. I fell into the drain. I almost died.
In the end only saw Hazel and Lydia. To think I waited there for 1 hour. Went back to church and I saw both Meiying and MayYin. The only similarity(other than the pronounciation of their names) is that they are both not sociable. MayYin don't even want to talk to ppl from the same level. MeiYing doesn't want to talk to anyone.

The service was awesome.

Went to PP for dinner. Went home with Avina. Ate Scoopz. Took 966 home. Walked her home. Now I realise that she just lives beside my cousin's house. FATE. She came to my cousin;s house to play. So now, we are here. She hip so well with my cousins. I'm staying over here tonight. Lazy to go home lar.

Hopefully I'll have a pleasant time here though they are so noisy.

SK

2006-07-28T06:19:00.000-07:00

SK, I JUST WANT TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I MISS YOU TOO.
I'LL GO BACK FOR TRNG. I CAN SEE YOU THEN. YOU NEED NOT FEEL INSECURE. YOU ARE A GOOD PLAYER. JIA YOU SK.
I LOVE YOU.

26,27,28th July 2006

2006-07-28T05:11:00.000-07:00

Wednesday, 26th July 2006.

Went to KCP to eat after school. I STILL LOVE KCP'S FOOD THE MOST. Nicer than the Secondary school one. I love the rice and the gravy. Ohh my. I miss those days there. Went home and studied for the Geog test. I realise that I forgot to bring the summary paper back home and so I decided to get Felicia to scan it for me and send it to me. Before she came online, I got Jing to send me too. So now, I've got two sets of it. I can at least tally because I don't really know what they were underlining. Anw, THANK YOU.

Thursday, 27th July 2006.
Geog test was alright, I'm just not too sure abt the old generation thing. Went to AVA for Math. Did self-study as Ms Tan needs to conduct some Math Olypiad(spell?) for the Sec2s. Thong asked me some question and it's so damn bloody difficult. I don't even understand what the queston is talking abt.
Went for trng. It was really enriching. Did the drills that I've never done before. Now I know what OLEH is. Putting the ball through a person's leg. So fun. I like it. There was this girl who fell. I was laughing when she fell. I feel sorry for her but it was funny. You should see the way she run and fall. Somehow, before she fell, I've got this feeling that she's gonna fall because of the way she was running. I didn't laugh out loud of course but I still think that it's funny and comical. The best part is that, SHE FELL ON HER HEAD. She is the first person whom I've ever seen falling on her head in my life.
The juniors didno't do warm up properly. Didn't even do super mario and all. They don't run as a team. Can walk half way through warming up, start playing and pushing each other. HOW NICE???

Friday, 28th July 2006.
I faked that I twisted my ankle when I walked down the slope of my house. I'm guilty but I need to do my Math. Vanessa and Amilia calls me the: sam sui fake pai ka woman.
Math test wasn't as difficult. I just didn't know how to do the bearing. Siva was so irritating. I wanted to sit with Nanda and Xuan. She die die also wants me to sit right in front just because I was late. I didn't go to class late purposely. I had a Math test earlier on and Miss Tan didn't tell us that time was up alr. She came down to Math room and start screaming at all of us because we were 15mins late. What exactly is her problem.
I falied my SS test by half a mark. Kanasai. Lucky she never ask me to stand up. She's such a pain. I was eating throughout her lesson and yet she don't know when I was sitting at the first row. How dumb can she get. I'll never know. Now I know why her adopted daughter can stay back when she was in Primary 2 and now is in Sec 4 NT. To think she told me that I was stupid and she don't understand why I can be in Express. Go and Die la. I'm smart unlike you and your daughter. Your daughter does not have IQ AND EQ. She has to resort to going to EMDD with YOU. obviously no one wants to go with her. Though Jean has her Mother to go with but she went with her friends. The whole of SS lessons sucks la. Don't know what Venice she going through also. I want to go there. Not just looking at the photos.
Today is the last day for the Chinese(purple plate) stall. So sad. The fillet and rice is exceptionally nice today.
Lit wasn't as bad, she went through PBQ. That's all I know because I was hipping. Tried Felicia's watch and Vanessa's watch. I come to this conclusion that...I CANNOT WEAR WATCHES BECAUSE I LOOK UGLY WERING THEM. Chem was just going through esters and all, it's very confusing.
English was speech. Dinie's speech was on: ALL DOGS GO TO HEAVEN.
Half-way through her speech, she cried because her cousin's dog just passed away a few weeks ago. Nanda, Miss Chai and I cried too. I cried because I suddenly just thought of Austen, I'm so afraid that he might die. I also thought of my late Kenneth. I didn't want to do my speech today so I guess I'll do it on Monday. I told Pei that Vanessa must be thinking of me when she was writing her speech when she was presenting. Miss Chai heard and ask whoever it is to stand up so I stood. I think if she were to ask me what was I talking abt, the whole class will laugh.
Went with Jowie and Felix to Jack's place after school. Treated them because I promised so. AHH. I'm broke now. I BOUGHT MY DOROTHY PERKINS DRESS. I'm so happy. Sis is wearing it down and she says that she look better on it. I'm not gonna let her have it. I'm praying hard that she grow thinner so that she can no longer wear her all her skirts and I can wear it. I'm in need of skirts.
No dinner at home. how nice. I shall just drink barley water and eat fruits. I want to eat RUM AND RAISIN SCOOPZ ICE CREAM. ACTUALLY, ISLAND CREAMERY WILL BE A BETTER IDEA. ANYONE, GO WITH ME TO ISLAND CREAMERY.

21,22,23,24,25 July 2006

2006-07-25T06:24:00.000-07:00

There are so many bad things tt happened and I don't want to blog abt them. Now I shall just talk abt happy things.
First of all, I would like to wish Pearlin Leong Yong Fang
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AND I LOVE YOU.

Below is something for Felicia Lim Pei Ting.

YOU HAVE DONE ALL THAT YOU COULD AND YOU NEED NOT FEEL BAD BECAUSE IT WAS ME WHO DID THE WRONG THING. I THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TROUBLE TO DO MANY THINGS. I MAY NOT KNOW HOW MUCH YOU CARE IF THIS NEVER HAPPENS. IT MAY COME WITH A HEAVY PRICE BUT JUST BY THIS I KNOW THAT YOU REALLY CARE. I AM SORRY IF I WAS BEING PARANIOD OR ANYTHING BUT YOU ACCPETED IT. YOU HAVE HELPED ME A GREAT DEAL JUST BY TALKING, COMFORTING AND CONSOLING ME. AFTER ALL, I JUST WANT TO THANK YOU, APOLOGISE AND TO SAY THAT I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER.

CHARLOTTE, I THANK YOU FOR GOING ONLINE, CALLING ME JUST FOR ME. YOU TOOK THE TROUBLE BECAUSE I KNOW THAT YOU LOVE ME AND I WANT TO TELL YOU THAT I LOVE YOU TOO.

23rd July 2006
Celebrated Pearls birthday. We were LATE. As usual. They came down to my house to borrow pyjmas. We walked down the road and to macs as a pyjmas tribe. It was so fun. I bet none of you have done that. Everyone was straring at us though. Even when those ppl were playing football they STOP and STARED at us. There were Bangalas and Woman with Children ALL staring at us. I swam. Woohoo. Watched Centre Stage as in the back part of it. Kept asking them question and only Nanda was willing to answer me.

Went to Nisa's house and hip there a little. Now I can conclude everyone's house.

Steph: I like her basment and swimming pool.
Nisa: The biggest flat I've ever seen. I want to live in her room. There's everything tt I need.
Pearls: Nice food from her Auntie. Nice crubhouse to study in.
Renee: Nice comfy sofa she has. Woo.
Wan Yan: Kinda cramp.
Nanda: She has puny cups and you can finsh the water in it within a glup. I want the level that she has.
Xuan: The commotiom place. I love to talk to her brother.
Sam: Nice kitchen though cramp.
Charlotte: Neat and Tidy.

I fell AGAIN while walking down the steps. I asked abt 4 ppl just to get to blk 115 from the MRT. Aljunied is damn ulu.

24th July 2006
Guess what. I FELL THE VERY FIRST MOMENT I WOKE UP. I TOTALLY AM ACCIDENT PRONE.
Went with Jowie and Felix to PP after school. Had a fun trip. I was nice and I treated them to bubble tea.
I AM HAPPY NOW.

25th July 2006.
Today was fine. Had lunch at Crystal Jade with Naomi, Jing and Janice. Nice food I ate. Naomi later than went to GrandDad's shophouse to photocopy stuff. Now I know I should go to Bedok to bind my stuff rather than Roxy. It's a cheat. Make me pay so much. Kanasai. Felix is a cheat. She came online and told me that she's gonna do her hw. Cheat my feelings only.

19th and 20th July,

2006-07-20T08:13:00.000-07:00

It's the first day of BMW(Book and Music Week)

Did backstage. Kinda fun. I was smelly and all though. Miss Wong treated us to drink.
There's so much more to blog abt back stage.

Stayed back for awhile. It was hell fun. Went crazy with all our CHILDHOOD games. Amilia apparently do not know much of Chinese(despite learning it for nearly TEN years.) She needs to register before she can play. We played the 5, 10, 15 and 20. Many other games.

Had kinda of an AVA lunch with Berlyn, Alicia, Edelyn and Vanessa. We went crazy. Saw Felix and Jowie. okayy. I'm lazy to blog today. Dont know why. I blog again tomorrow or smth.

17th July 2007, Tues

2006-07-18T06:56:00.000-07:00

Started my day with Mummy's nice breakfast. Happiness and from there I know tt I'm gonna have a pleasant day.
Morning Assembly-Chloe, you don't sound as bead but Veron sound funny. Felix, please walk properly.
School was alright. Mrs Teo got us to stand up and stretch half way through class because she felt tt we were sleepy and all. Then, was English, Miss Chai gave her speech, bloody nice. Did some pair work and Debbie Beins doesn't wannt do with me. In the end, I did with Janice, fun though. I'm so gonna flung my Bio paper today. kinda wrote rubbish. Mr Juraimy didn't come so we stayed in class. Was in the control rom all the while during assembly. Saw Jowie so I ran out to say hi and also to pass Fedex some transparency. Talked to them, Sahara Thong Ah Kiao came over too. Took photos. Wanted to take some photo of Jowie and we fought till we fell. Felix was the photographer of the day.

This was how we fell!

Since Jowie is not gonna take bus with Felix, I decided to be nice and to take bus with Felix. Went down to the canteen to eat. Talked and laughed. Chloe and Grace came down, chatted. Took some photo of Chloe. Don't know if I should. I don't think I should be mean to Chloe. If you want the photo, just come to me. Took Felix wallet away. So dumb la she. Walk back to school somemore. My bag is the canteem of many ants. Cool uh!
It was really enjoyable. Jowie says tt she cannot stand the way I tie my hair. I don't know why and I don't care.
Charlotte came over arnd 6 plus. She used the computer until 710. I had to force her to study. Taught her some Chinese paper. She better make sure she get at least Merit for her 'N' level Chinese oral. I'll give her tuition again on Thursday. I almost died teaching her. All her sheng diao and all. Her expressions ani't bad, she just need to know how to read her words and learn how to differentiate them. Charlotte Jia You.

Grace and I

Felix/ Fedex/ Ben/ Kanasai/ Please wait for more names to be given.

16th and 17th July 2006-the two disastrous day

2006-07-17T06:13:00.000-07:00

16th July 2006, Sunday.
Woke up only arnd 1 plus 2. Used the computer for awhile then Sis asked me if I want to join two other cousin of mine, she and her boyfriend to watch pirates of the carribean and since I couldn't watch it yesterday, I went. I didn't want to at first because it was like the 5th row from in front. Then, my Sis complain say I'm like my Eldest Sister then I okay la. Just join them. I wore my Havanians out with my Levis, I thought tt it's weird but Sis says tt it's okay. do you think so? Took train down to SunTec.
Went in topshop/man. Wanted to give WeiYang a makeover but didn't want to keep NanHui waiting so we walked to Pasta Mania to meet her. Shit la, they are cheater bug. There isn't student promotion and Saturdays and Sundays. I was the only student there and they got me to buy in the end also don't have. We ordered: Creamy Chicken (Fusilli)
Alfredo (Penne)
Aglio Olio (Spaghetti)
Al Funghi (Spaghetti)
Vingole (Linguini, White Wine sauce)
2 stes of combo A (Seasons Ice Lemon Tea-L,
Soup of the day,
Garlic Bread)
Sub-total- $39.90.
Tax- $2.00
Eat in total- $41.90
Cash- $42.00
Change- $0.10

After Movie, Sis ask us where we wanna drink, so I said, Billy... adn before I could finish my sentence. I bang into the pole in the middle of nowhere. There was this group of guys behind who laughed. So maluating. Actually, I won't say tt it's mean or anything for them to laugh at me because if I were to be them, I laugh even louder. It's not everyday tt you'll see an idiot banging into the the pillar of suntec. Went to some food court instead of my Billy Bombers.

Zara was next, I didn't see the skirt tt I like in the other Zara, if I'm not wrong is the Wisma one. I want to buy my Dorothy Perkins Dress. I don't care. I'm so gonna get it. Then went topshop and we wanted to get the pair of shades and jackets tt we saw which really look nice on WeiYang, BUT, we couldn't find it. Sis and I went to try some tube dress and I look really ugly in it so we didn't buy. We were the last group of ppl who left topshop. Then, we went home since there isn't many shops open. I took train back to Aunt's house since everything is there and I'll go home tml.

Talked to Wei till late at night because I was bored.

17th July 2006, Monday.
Fedex called me and I thought I was late but we took the earlier bus. Carried Wei's bag to school because my bag is too puny and it'll be very heavy if I carry tt Puma bag. When I saw Felix at the bus stop she started laughing. Do I look tt retarded in tt bag? Took 55 and I saw tt scary girl again. She's like staring and smiling always. I asked Felix to block me then she go walk away, so irritating. I walked away and I saw Carine so I went tot alk to her instead of Felix.
I just find tt tt girl is scary.

After Morning assembly, I saw Vanessa and she bought hot Milo. I wanted to drink but befor I could, the whole Milo was spilt on my hand and I scald it. Went to class and told Mdm Zakiah. She got Mad to follow me down. Went to the Chem lab and the cream seems wrong because it's GREEN. How gross. Went to the General Office(GO) instead. Borrowed the first aid kid and Mad helped me apply the cream. Thank You Mad. Thank You Felicia and Charlotte for your concern. Saw Carine in the GO, guees what, her pinafore tore. I'm not too sure what happen but it was funny.
Then, back to Chem. Somehow, Alisa accidentally drip the CONCENTRATED Sulphuric Acid on her hand. I straight away took the big bottle of distilled water over. Somehow, while we were helping her, some person broke the testtube. What a disastrous Chem lesson we had. I think while helping Alisa, I kana the acid as well and I didn't wash it because there wasn't time. It's was so painful during the next lesson. I kept asking Miss Tan and Mrs Kauthar but they kept saying tt it is alright. It's like sharp pain and itchy. It's red now.
CT and we had to do some survey. This was Pei's ans to two question:
What do you like abt school: Nothing
What do you dislike abt school: Everything.
Pei you very smart ar.
Another two ans from me:
Something interesting abt your Father:
My Dad and I goes clubbing together.
Something interesting abt your Mother:
She doesn't like to go out.
How contradicting my parents are.
Finished watching Anna and ShaoLin during Chinese.
Recess was alright. Geog was boring, other than the part when she let us do MapWork and Pei and I went crazy. Once she opens her mouth. My mind straight away go down. Math was kinda lag. Didn't have Bio because we had Chinese Listening. Went over to the Sec 2 level to ask Fedex to wait for me then go home together. They had assembly. Walked down with them and there was this prefect who was so irritating, kept shouting and I told her off. So what if there was a teacher there. I don't care. Saw Mr Pang and he seems to be in hurry so I asked if I could be of any help. He got me to go upstairs to check if Tessa was there. She wasn't and instead, I SAW SOME DEAD BIRD. Told Mrs Agnes Tan(Fedex!!!) and she got me to report to the GO.
Met the floorballers ate lunch then went over to the foyer.
It was cool because the whole school had to go home. I don't have Pencil and Eraser. Lucky Berlyn had. Thank you Berlyn. Went to class, waited for the music to play. I forgot to bring my entry proof. The teacher said tt I'm suppose to go see some CPE person. In the end also don't need. Mr Pang came and ask who forgot to bring and he said smth like," NX, of all perosn, why must it be you"
The listening will only start at 3 and the symphony radio station is making me sleep. I almost slept. Kanasai. Came out, then tally my answers with Naomi's one, everything the same. I was so happy, because if it's the same as her then most probably all correct alr. Jing also same. I walked down the stairs alone and saw Pearls and Nanda in front. Somehow I heard someone talking to them smth liek where's NX, and I knew tt it's Felix. Thank you for waiting for me. Pearls took bus with us. The bus was damn smelly la. Even worst than Wei's bag. Lag a little while and Saw Stephanie and Si Ying at the bus stop. Tt Felix die die don't want to answer my question. Is it weird to kiss a friend? Reached home and the maid tole me tt my Mum just left and she took ALL my stuff. Ohh Gosh. All my books was still on the table, stupid Maid. Then I had to carry two big bags of books and I looked damn dumb la. Reached home and started complaining abt all my injuries and all. My Mum didn't seem to bother, how nice ar. Told Dad to bring me to SinSeh and he's so busy tt he doesn't have time for her daughtet till Friday night. How important their daughter is!!! My leg gotta hurt till Friday and I'l just let myself itch to death with the Sulphuric acid there. My sole will also bleed to death. After all, I'm just gonna die soon.

Charlotte's PARTY 16/07/06

2006-07-15T09:55:00.000-07:00

OUT OF THE FAMILY OF 5, 3 CAN DRIVE BUT IT'S ONLY LEFT WITH THE TWO WHO CANNOT DRIVE AWAKE AND NOBODY CAN SEND XUAN HOME LATE AT NIGHT ALMOST 1. HOW SAD CAN MY FAMILY BE.
ANW, I'm HOME now.I miss HOME, and I LOVE home. I so miss each and every part of my house. I was dying at my cousin's hse. I get bitten by mosquitos EVERY SINGLE DAY. From the very first day till the last day. Restrictions on phone and computer. One week there, probably only less than 2 hrs of tv, less than 1hr of computer. quite a lot on the phone but definitely lesser than when I'm at home.

Woke up arnd 7 but went back to sleep. Woke up AGAIN arnd 930. Bathed and Xuan called when I wanted to prepare and to leave for street-e. Cancelled the plan to go for street-e and instead I went with Xuan to PP. She's damn smart, ask me take the bus and meet her in there. When I reached her bus stop, she wasn't there, watse my bus fare. Went to her hse and she really was there. Hurried her out and then pp. Walked arnd for some party shop. Nanda apparently said tt there is but we don't know where. I brought Xuan to this party shopo tt I know at Katong. When I reached I realised tt it isn't there anymore so I asked the coffee shop uncle and he told me tt it close down alr. how nice. Went to katong shppoing mall and there isn't anything tt we can get from there. Treated Xuan to awfully chocolate, damn nice. Nicest chocolate ice cream I've ever eaten. Went down to Charlotte's hse to make the things and to put her presents in her room to give her surprise.

Went back to Xuan's hse and we were gay. Called ppl to confirm plans and all. Met Sam at the east shore bus stop and took a bus down to my house to get red wine. I don;t know what wine to take but I just took any one. Wanted to take this so I asked Dad and he said"ta ma de, na ge shi zui gui de". In English, "WTH, tt's the most expensive one". some shit wine since 1996, 10yrs ready. So I just any other one there. Took a cab down to siglap, got olive rice and went to Bedok to meet the others. Walked to Charlotte's hse. She was bathing when we reached and she came out only with her towel to open the door. She wanted to change but we insisted tt she open the door. ate dinner together. The damn wine is very bad. Smth just taste wrong. I don't like it. My ICEWINE is still the best. I'll drink it on my birthday. I'll make sure Dad buy it for me. Took somewhat a team photo:

Went to TM to watch Pirates of the Carribean(spell?). Century Square doesnt have any space all full house. I never thought tt Pirates of the Carribean will be so popular. We'll watch it on Wednesday anw. Ate Billy Bombers. The food there is really alot . Just the kids meal can kill me. A very very big portion. Lucky Xuan and Charlotte helped me eat abit. if not I'll just die.I was darn full. Had a little talk and went home with Xuan and Charlotte. Waited with Xuan for bus 33 and guess what. After waiting for half an hour. I realised tt we've alr. missed the last bus. Got Xuan to come my hse so tt I can probably get my Dad to send her home but in the end all the 3 ppl who can drive are all sleeping. Got Xuan to get a cab though. I'm SO SORRY XUAN.

14th July

2006-07-14T03:51:00.000-07:00

Woke up ard 5.15. Reached school arnd 6.30. Played some Hillsong and Mr Karib went crazy because it was too loud. It was damn funny. Went down to the foyer to look for Berlyn. Talked to Chloe and Grace abt PM. Steph said that I was crazy. I AM!!
Set up the AVA stuff and I parade Mei Ying bag. She came after me for her bag at first, she started to turn violent when I didn't want to return her her bag. " Give me back my bag." I fell on the bench la. Showed Ben her Nice bag. Ben started laughing. I seriously think tt Mei Ying put gold bar in her bag. I cannot balance with it on me, like going to fall like that.
Math lesson today seem so fast. Now is SS and she's watching some slideshow. Don't want to let us see, kanasai. Saw some Auntie upstairs and because it's raining. She put some plastic bag on her head and Nanda told us tt this friend of hers put some plastic bag on his head during SYF, then he realised tt the bag got a hole on top.
Oh ya, psychoed Thong to take the photo OFF her blog. During morning exercise, I was talking and psychoing Ben and Thong to take the photo OFF and this girl keep turning back and look and this is not the first time, THRICE. The very first time was when I was buying socks, second in the bus, and now. So scary lah, I'm freaking out. Just like how Teri freaked out Felicia, please ask her what's her problem.
Nanda, please DO NOT shake your leg anymore.

13th July

2006-07-14T03:39:00.000-07:00

Ooh my, I WAS LATE FOR SCHOOL. Can you ever believe that NX was late for school when Mr Karib saw me there, he was like " NAN XIN, are you sure you're late." First time in my life tt I'm late. Kanasai. My "mei tui" didn't work. Watched some show again. I got 15/25 for my zuo wen. To think both Xuan and Nanda can get 20/25. I don't have cuo zi somemore la.
After recess, went back to class. Thank You Mei for helping me take my books and everything to art room 2. Went with Melissa to her sister's class. Saw Mrs Chang and she chased us back to class. We didn't bother and went up to the Sec 2 level. Mrs Chang was at the upper staff room and she could see us. Xuan and I RAN to the other side while Melissa hid in the toilet. Damn funny and tiring. Realised that they were having Chinese and ran down (again) to 5/1 classroom.

NX: Lao Shi, Wo ke yi zhao Pei Ting ma?
Lao shi: Ke Yi.
NX: Xie Xie ( looked ard the whole class)
Grace: Who are you looking for?
NX: Felicia, where is she?
Michelle: Neh, she's in front.

She was sleeping la. I woke her up and she gave the blur face. Oh ya, I was holding on to the cookie and Mrs Sim saw it and said" Wow, got cookie some more ar" I hid it in between the paper, kinda gross and wonder if she'll eat it. I gave her because she have no money to eat.

Melissa: Who sang this song ar
NX: Stefanie Gwen
Xuan: Who is she? Gwen Stefanie la. (laughs)!!

HAPPY SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY CHARLOTTE!

BITTER ,SAD 17TH BIRTHDAY TO YIWEN!.

Erin Tan Ying Si, I LOVE YOU. HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY!

12th July 06

2006-07-12T03:06:00.000-07:00

Dad came home arnd 8.45, he rushed me and I forgot to being the swiss roll so Mum brought it over. Studied. Talked on the phone abit here and there. Slept at arnd 1 plus.
Mum called to tell me tt I left my belt at home. She brought it over and sent Ben, Fiona and I to school. Reached school earlier than the past two days, like DUH!!
Xuan was late and she came into class, drenched. Miss Chai was so early. Wrote on conflicts. Miss Chai just told us this:" A person who does not change will remain useless to the societ. Nobody is cut out to be smth but you go to school to be cut." Another hand out from Miss Chai.ohh no, she'll give it to us on Friday.
PE now. Nope YAY. Studying for SS test later.
Saw Ben, Jowie and someone elso downstairs, ask them walk straight, they go turn.

2006-07-11T04:57:00.000-07:00

Wanted to pass the paper to Ben so I asked Mr Karib. He asked me some question but Mr Karib didn’t allow. Went back to class Mrs Kauthar alr there. Geog was fine. Math was tiring. Bio was fine too.
Jowie came to my class to look for Xuan. Got Jowie and Ben to eat lunch with me. Somehow, Jowie wanted to go home with her Kaki Ranice, so she went to some other table, so it’s left with Ben and I. Took my camera out and started playing with it. Ben wanted to take a video but she cannot make it, never press the button.
Jowie took her bag and came to our table AGAIN. She said tt her Kaki left her alone, Did Ben’s compo. Gave her points and all.Went home with Ben and Jowie. Jowie was complaining abt her Kaki throughout the whole walk till the bus stop.Nobody talked in the bus. They were so quiet and it’s just so wrong for me! Went home, bathe, did a little work and ate. Slept, did work again and slept ard 1 plus.
11/7/06
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAOMI!
Lit was alright. I better practice on thesis statement. EL was kinda turn off. Didn’t really listen to Mrs Boey but listened to Miss Tan though. Practical was not fun.
Assembly now.
Went for assembly. it was in the foyer did some 40 line poem which was kinda redundant. the school always make us do some dumb stuff which is always such a watse of time. After tt, went to PP to eat Yoshi and the food there is really bad. The rice like porridge. From the first time I ate Yoshi till now, the Standard drop like crazy. Went MPH to buy pens. Spent 5 bucks on 4 Jelly Roll pen.
Went to McCafe to buy coffee with Charlotte, Nanda and Xuan. I bought Honey Milk Tea and only the bubble tea shop near PP has NICE Honey Milk Tea. Took the new bus 15. Then took 33 with Charlotte. Went home because I need to go home to take some stuff. I'm so glad to be at home because I've got everything tt I want. Like the computer. OHH MY. I just love it.

Dad had alr went out when I reached home so I gotta wait till he comes home, then I'll go back to my cousin's hse. LIM BEN, MAKE SURE YOU ARE NOT LATE TOMORROW SO TT WE WON'T MISS OUR BUS. THANK YOU ANYWAY FOR HELPING ME TO BLOG WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE TO. THANK YOU. I LOVE YOU.

NANXIN, SEE I’ SO NICE TO TYPE FOR YOU THIS WHOLE POST.
-LIM BEN

Ben, you're the BEST. I LOVE YOU. ANW, you admitted tt you're Ben ar. Not ME.

9th and 10th July

2006-07-10T10:19:00.000-07:00

Nanxin, you better thank ME, Felicia. HAHA
Woke up around 10 plus, left house around 11 plus. Got on the car.Went over to fetch Ah Gong and both Aunt. There wasn’t a bad traffic jam near the check poin. Got into Malaysia around 30 mins ltr.Drove to Kukup which was 57km away. I thought it would reach very fast but in the end we only reach after 45-50 mins ltr. Ate seafood there and the food there really cannot make it. The fish so small then they put so much suan cai, so salty. The other fish was fried one and it’s over-cooked. The chicken wings was gross. It was bitter and I threw it away. Daddy got the person to change it into smth else which was mee goreng. The mee goreng. The mee goreng so watery and the colour look blood like that , so gross. The nicest thing probably is the kailan ad it’s nice because it wa the first dish and all of us was hungry. I didn’t eat the prawns, crab and mussles. Heard that the prawns, crabs were overcooked too, Mussles shouldn’t be too bad. Their rice also cheapo rice.
Went to shop around.Bought earrings,sweets and some bubble thing. Got up then Dad drove us to some temple. Dad made me pray when I didnt want to. Make me so smell bad anw. They ate durian while Sis, her boyfriend and I didnt, Went to some place to buy a little things. I bought another pair of earrings and rubberbands, Drove ard some man ask my father to buy durian. Wah lao, make my uniform and bags and everything so smelly.
Went to some shopping centre and shop. Sis bought some shirt and shorts. Ate breakfast set and the place don’t have egg. The man had to run to the supermarket to but the egg. The food wasn’t as bad, The ice cream was nice too. I took photo of it and I’ll post it some other time. Traffic jam, lucky my father is good at cutting the path, sorry but still went over to cousin hse. Called Ben to ask how are we gonna go to school tomorrow.
10th July 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE PESTANA
Woke up today and cousin’s phone alarm was so annoying. Wake me up. Bahe and Seng Wei was so fast lah. I was dying over rather, had to rush. Called Ben and went down. Missed 15 and 55 while waiting for Ben, How nice ar Ben.Was kinda late for school, later than usual at least. Assembly, in class and I don’t know what is so funny, everyone kept laughing. Tt Janice sing so loudly. Chem was alright then came health checkup.. I t was FUN. I have lazy eyes since p4, I don’t care. Weigh myself and I lost 10kg, ooh my, After all the runnings and trainings. YES, but I’m still short 158cm.Chinese lessons was fun. All the stories funny, the teacher came late

8th July 2006

2006-07-08T09:39:00.000-07:00

Woke up when Pearls called and I wanted to go to watch the match but I chose my bed instead of my teammates. I'm so sorry not being able to go down to cheer for them but I'm there not physically but mentally. I'm cheering for you all when I was in my dreams.
Prepared and went down to PP to buy Xuan's cake. Waited for Nisa and Renee. Thought I was late so I wanted to borrow a phone to call. Went to asked many ppl and guess what were their ans. Ohh sorry, my phone line got cut off, when I see them messaging. Other's told me tt they forgot to bring and some said tt their bus is here alr. Okayy. NVM. Lucky I saw Caroline there and asked her if I could borrow her phone so tt I can call Renee. Then I realised tt she was joining us. When Renee and Nisa reached, we went to Sakae to meet Nicole Tan and Nanda. Ate the egg sushi, shared with Caroline, and paid 1 buck for tt. Nanda,Nicole and Caroline went to topshop while Nisa, Renee and I went cake hunting. I bought Portugese egg tart, it was nice. There were 3 and I gave one to Nanda since I couldnt finish it. Bought a cake from Breadtalk. Headed straight down to Xuan's hse and to think we didn't had our lunch and others went gaying had their lunch and then home. Waited for them at East Shore. Kinda did some grooming inthe toilet there and Nicole came in the toilet and she saw someone who just came out and thought tt it was Nisa and she went "Rahh" and the woman gave her the weird look. Then, this was what I said to everyone:
NX: My hair is very turn off.
Caroline: Turn it on then.
What is this.
ohh ya, and tt Caroline kept speaking Chinese. I can't believe tt she's taking higher MT because she just don't look like tt sort.

Went to Xuan's hse and woke her up. Gave her her present and she saw the EMDD ticket. She got changed and we cabbed down to SJI.

Xuan sleeping when we reached.

That stupid taxi driver has such a bad attitude. Just told him to hurry and he start grumbling. And we wanted to pay him to send us in so tt we need not walk so far and he didn't want to so he just stopped there and expected us to walk. Lucky we had Nisa.

On the cab

Reached there and Sam and all were queuing up. Melsa, MayYin, Melanie and friend were behind us so we took photos too.

MayYin is too tall for me.

Took photo with my AVA senior Jeanette too.

Okayy, went in and and it was free sitting how nice. Sat with Fel. The show wasn't tt bad even though the Sec 2 one was nicer and more glam but it is better than the last year. Took photos with Naomi and Jing during the half time.

Jing and I Naomi and I

Didn't get a chance to take photos with both of them together.

After the show, I went up the stage to look for Betty Mo(those who watched the show will know who it is). We screamed like crazy. My Betty Mo was sweating like crazy. I forgot to buy rose for my Betty Mo and I took photos with everyone even some unknown person but NOT my BETTY MO. Betty Mo, I miss you. I love you Betty Mo. When I saw tt the Floorballers left I ran down the stairs and I fell. Had some sort of a cut. Painful. Lucky nobody saw other than some prefects and I told them tt I'm fine. Ran out and got the floorballers to wait for me while I run back to take photos with everyone. Took photos with the AVA ppl and saw Mr Pang and I took photo with him in the middle of nowhere.

Mr Prang and I

Of course being an AVA girl, I helped to look for some stuff and while I was looking for it. I dropped my camera pouch without knowing and there was this SJI guy who came to me with my camera pouch, I was like," Thank you"(in a gentle manner) and everyone ask me to take photo with him since I'm like taking photos with everyone. and OF COURSE, I DID not.

Think I so free ar. Ran down to meet the Floorballers and saw Charmaine and Ling Yu at the staricase so I took photos with them too but I'm just too lazy to post it. If you really wanna see more of me. Come ask me for it. jkjk.

Went town for SUPPER. Wanted to settle down at KFC but some didn't want to so then we had to look for Mac and there isn't any 24hrs Mac in town with Air-Con. S0 we went to BK instead. I was so bloated. Anw, while we were walking, I fell AGAIN. Took train with Sam and Pearls, there was this guy who was playing PSP I was looking then Pearls kicked me all out of a sudden. I was just being curious right. Must you do this to me. I slided down and sat. Right after I sat, tt guy also follow, I bet he wants me to see him play.

Home, and went to bathe straight away. After I bathe, I came down and guess what, I FELL down the stairs at home too. So this means I fell down the stairs TWICE and down the slope once. What a falling down day it is.

7th July 2006

2006-07-07T06:30:00.000-07:00

had morning excercise. totally cannot make it. Somehow, we just couldnt set the speakers up. went down to the field and there was some girl tt Thong told me tt I told her tt I know her but I dont know her name. I was like okayy. I dont remember because I say tt to everyone.
Math was alright. She's finally donw with Paper 1.SS was alright. My essays was so short. tt Tracy write so long don't know write what also. Vanessa even worst. Write so fast. Kan tou tai ar.next was recess. Fine, I finally eat the malay store. not bad. Lit was alright too. I havent been sleeping. Next comes Chem only had 5 mins of it. In the end become 15mins. Went through the Chem prac paper and I really cannot make it. 5/15.

Went pp after school because school ends at 12. Ate Delifrance. the service damn off la. I dont see them giving us water and the food take so long to come. so what if I only pay 8.o5 for tt. It's still smth. shouldnt they treat every single customer the same. What shit is this.
Anw, went to mos burger to buy food together with Charlotte and Pearls. Charlotte ate some vegetable burger which looks kinda nice. Pearls bought mussles which was turn off. She paid 3.10 for55 of tt pathetic mussles. So puny. to think Charlotte paid lesser than her.
I'm broke. All the July babies are burning my pocket slowly one by one.

Pearls went for tuition and Charlotte and I took 32. Here's a convo I heard which was funny.
Some girl:what do you think I should buy for her?
Another girl: I think you should get this...
Some girl: whose birthfay izzit next, izzit Melissa.
Another girl: NO LA, IT'S ME.
so funny la.

6th June 2006

2006-07-06T03:53:00.000-07:00

I only got my medal today, how nice.

First lesson was Chinese and I really felt so sad for the Chinese teacher. She tried so hard to prepare lessons for our class but nobody could be bothered to listen to her. Probably I'm the only one listening. I seriously do not understand those group of Christian there. They do not even show respect for the teacher. The NCC ppl, start talking as well. Prefect was sleeping. Those guai ppl was gaying with dont know what. Nao and all were drawing. Others were sleeping. How pathetic my class can be.

Geog was alright. Some Geog paper 1 test. Recess was fine. The floorballers only had Pearls, Sam, Charlotte, Nanda and I. How sad.

Then comes Art when I do not need to do anything. Didn't study much because I wasn't in the mood to. Why? because someone was sitting at the same table as me. The sight of seeing her just makes me feel like puking. Walked arnd to see other ppl's art work instead. TX really is very slow with her drawing.

After that was Math remedial, as there was N level EL oral, we get to leave class early for 5 mins. Went PP to eat and get things. Saw Ben and Jowie at their level when I was in the foyer so shouted upwards to ask if they wanna join us. They joined us for lunch at KFC. OHH MY!!! For the first time I felt tt I'm eating so much fats from KFC Probably because I havent been eating them, the very last time I ate KFC was 2 mths ago.

Anw, when I was walking to PP, there was this guy who wanted to give me some brochure of smth of tt sort.
Guy: Hi, do you want this.
NX: (Giving him smth else straight away) Do you want this.
you should look at his face la, it was so funny. Pearls, Sam and Charlotte started laughing right away.

Was talking to Sivien yesterday online. ohh my, it was so funny, comversation with her is nice and fun. I have spilt personality when I'm talking to baskethead and YiWen thinks tt it's funny. I feel like I suddenly hip so much with them la. It was fun though.

4th and 5th July 2006

2006-07-05T02:28:00.000-07:00

4th July 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEIDA. somehow, I think we've gone through thick and thin. No matter what happens, I'll love you always.

Made Morning Annoucment this morning abt the Floorball thing. I think I sounded really bad and I forgot to say so many things. This is how the announcement goes:

Good Morning Miss Lam, Mrs Crossley, teachers and KCian. We have a piece of good news to share( I sounded really bad here, I just couldnt speak properly and instead I said smth like, We have a good news piece to share). The KC B division Floorball team have got into the semi-finals and we really need your support and prayers. (More I guess, I just forgot them alr.

Sam and I was standing the whole time during the morning assembly and I could see Jowie and Felicia clearly from where I was standing. Tt Jowie kept smiling away. "Jowie, I know tt you think tt you've got a perfect smile, but you do not need to smile the whole time when I was standing up there" I didn't dare to look up, and the only thing tt I was looking at was the paper.

Lit was alright, I didn't sleep.English was okay too. Bio wasnt tt bad, we did practical. I seriously thing tt Chem prac is so much more fun than Bio. Bio just there to draw draw draw. Chem and mixed everything up and guess what solution it is. Anw, went with Xuan to shit after tt and probably I was too nervous or smth, my shit came out green.

On the bus and didn't hip much, I slept instead. I'm not too sure why but I had stitch but it was really painful. Like one whole round of my stomach was painful. Match against BMSS was kinda bad. It is either fear or tired I do not know, but we lost. 2-0. Both was scored by ZhuYie. Then was with BTS to vie for the 3rd place. We won and the score was 3-2. Scored by Charlotte(Pearls assisted, I was in the line but it wasn't much of help as a defend), Nanda(unassisted), WanYan( I'm not too sure who assisted, Maybe Xuan).

We cheered for many ppl. Nanda and I went up to the BMSS ppl after their match to hug ZhuYie, YiWen and 14. Now I know number 14 is called Sivien. Somehow, I just couldn't remember her name. Unique though. She's friendly.

Went dinner with Nanda and Pearls. Ate at Thai Express. NX personal recommend, Olive rice, when they first told me, I was like, what rice is tt, I never liked Olive. but it's really nice.
Went home.

5th July.

Happy Birthday Mad.
Went over to 7-11 to buy straits time for EL.

Nanda is such a pain. She didn't come to school because she's lazy and she left me WITHOUT my shoe. I had to fake tt my leg is injure all the while. I felt so guilty when Miss Chai said,"poor girl" when she saw me walking like tt. Many ppl asked me what happened and all I could say was tt it's fake. I had to tell Mrs Sim so much till she believed me. If not for you, you know what. I'm not gonna trust you with any of my things anymore and I'm not gonna let you bring my things home and to return it to me the next day. What a nice friend you are and to think I tried so hard to make you happy when you were down. I lend you my shoes and the way I see you treating it is like some rubbish. So you think tt you need not take care of my things. The way you treat you things even the most cheapo thing I can ever see, you treat it like as if it's some diamond. Though my shoe is not some expensive shoe but you need not treat it like tt right. Tt I do not mind as much as you not bringing my shoe to school. You forgot all abt my shoe, how nice. I see ppl not remembering their own things and not others. Even though I'm so rough with my own things, I'll still try to handle ppl things with care. Perhaps you're just too spolied by everyone arnd you. I seriously think tt you should think abt your attitude towards others and be so self-centred. If these kind of behaviour is once in awhile when you really is stressedm we can still tolerate it, but if things is so frequent, no one can ever be such a kind soul to tolerate, not even Renee. One day if you lose all your friends, I'll not pity you and I'll probably feel tt you deserve it. Sorry to say tt but I'm jujst too straight forward.

Okayy, shall not talk abt things tt make me angry. Went early for recess and tt Sandra is a pain la. She keep throwing ice on my feet together with Nicole. Go back to class la. Noisy. I told Charmaine who is Ben. Ben you should be happy tt I introduce you to some person okayy. I think she's having the child you my husband's brother who is called Tom because mine is Jerry.

Ben, let's call Ben (sgss) So fun. haha. Miss Tan made me stand for awhile because I was sleeping. I slept because she was teaching so slowly and tt I've alr done my work and understand them. SS was totally crap and Pei adn I was just gaying. Tt Chinese teacher told us abt her husband and all. After tt she told us some ghost story. I'm so gonna get it and watch it.

After class, went to Renee hse to help her bandage. I'm forever seeing Jon playing with the computer and this time, he upgraded. He's no longer playing Maple but some game. I slept there because I was too tired. Went home then.

3rd July 2006

2006-07-03T07:22:00.000-07:00

Mum woke me up the normal time to go to school only to find tt it's youth day today.

Woke up at 12 today and went over to Pearls hse arnd 3 to study.

Did Geog Again. Had a little gay talks. Called Jowie to ask abt some stuff.

Anw, guess what Nanda, Felicia and I did yesterday. We pranked called many ppl. Some numbers tt we never knew. tt Nanda very smart ar. Gave us some number of her friend and it turn out to be some OLD AH BENG. it was so scary. He scolded us some vulgar word and put down. Scary.

We started off to call Felicia and say tt I like her tt kinda thing. she was struggling, didnt know whether or not to believe. She joined us in the prank calling anw. Before tt, Nanda and I called and there was some Jap guy. He reminded me of the Jap video in u tube. farnie. I wanted to laugh but didnt.

Okayy, now I know Felicia cannot make it in prank calling. she wanted to laugh half way and Nanda and I had to go help.

It was totally an awesome night of prank calling. (at least it was for me, you gotta ask Nanda and Felicia)

ohh ya, Nanda said tt she's gonna find out who is Ben one day. Jia You Nanda. I really hope tt you'll know who is Ben ONE DAY.
Come on Nanda. I think you'll get interested with Patricia one day too. How Nice Nanda.

Come tell me, who wanna join in our prank calling session every weekends. I think, only when I'm free.

I totally look forward to competition tomorrow. I wanna play. Nan Xin you gotta tell yourself tt you can and you are able to shoot and to score. Do not bring any extra baggage along, do not think too much, just play like how you normally do. No matter how much scoldings you get from Jill and hwo depress and stress you are. Just be your normal self. Do not panick. Do as how you are told to. Run as fast as possible, shoot as hard as possible, as on target as possible, then change. You can do it NX. and I know you can no matter what. it's you who can make such difference in the team. You know tt and you know tt your teammates will always be there, I LOVE MY TEAM MATES, SCHOOL, JUNIORS, FELICIA, BERLYN, JUST ALL THE PPL WHO HAVE ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME IN MY FLOORBALL LIFE. Those days when I'm in darkness and not know where to walk to. Those days when you're always there to help me to get through.

Sam and I are gonna make some annoucement tomorrow abt our competition. So exciting. I cant wait for tomorrow, at the same time, I'm kinda afraid tt tomorrow will reach. How? I'm in a dilema now. Ahh.

2 July 2006

2006-07-02T21:18:00.000-07:00

Went over to Pearls hse to study arnd 5 plus. Studied Geog.
It was fun there. We had talks abt how is Pearls like a person, whether or not she's approachable.

Many other things. She went over to Aunt Ailins hse so I went to eat dinner. Pearls waited for me for awhile and went off.

It seems like there were many things to blog abt in Pearls hse but I just cant remember it.

1st of July 2006

2006-07-02T16:50:00.000-07:00

1st July 2006

Woke up at 830 because I slept at 830 last night too. Sis ordered Mac so I ate 1 hotcakes of hers. Went down to Pearls hse to study at arnd noon. Did Math because I just felt like doing.

Had a little bit of gay talk. She keep messaging tt Clarence. Then she said tt I'm abnormal because at least she hip with guys and I hip with girls, juniors somemore. Hi Pearls, we're already sec 4. who else can we hip with, I hip all levels lor. Just tt EXTRA with the Sandra, Ben, Jowie, Baskethead and all lor. Talked abt competition and all but did our work still.

Went home and felt like talking so I called Nanda, arnd 9 plus. but she was talking to Renee so she said tt she'll call me back. She called at arnd 10 plus. Talked abt many things and for a few times I cried. I guess I'm just too emotional.
NANDA, YOU ARE A GREAT DENFENDER AND JILL SAID TT YOU WERE DOING GREAT. YOU CAN BE THE BEST.

I wanted to call Ben for some stuff arnd 11 plus. so called her and told Nanda tt I'll call her back in 5 mins time. She said tt if I exceed 1 mins I've to play her 1 dollar. How she came up with this idea. This is the story:

NanTing(NT) : Can I use the phone for 10 mins.
NX: Okay. I more min 10 dollars ar.

So Nanda action hip come use our idea. haha. While talking to Nanda, NT and NanBin(NB) all came down and I was raing Ice Jelly and talking on the phone.
NT: wow. heng hui xiang shou ar. ( So you really know how to enjoy life ar)
And both NT and NB started eating my ice jelly until there was nth much left for me.
I told them, " so hip arm you all go out together"
NB: Look at my hair, even more hip.
It was so funny. She couldnt find her rubberband and it was so hot so she used her comd to somehow bun her hair up.

Okayy, Back to Nanda. So I called Felicia and she wasnt at home, nobody pick her HP up too. Called Nanda and told her tt I'm 4 mins early so she have to play mr 4 dollars but of course, I'm nice.

Anw, England lost because tt stupid Robinsons don't know how to take penalty. Jump Jump Jump there and let the ball in. I'll make sure Portugal go back home the next match, I don't believe that they can go so far. The very fact tt they can get into the Semis is alr a blessing to them. Ronaldo was being such an ass. He everything also wanna come guan and kept wanting to interfere into everything.

Called Felicia and asked her abt some perosn then started hipping and talked abt rubbish. Called Nanda back at arnd 3 plus. Dad came home then so I had to hang up. Used Dad's phone and call Nanda. Used some bluetooth device and it was so cool. Hang up at arnd 4 plus.
NANDA, LET'S CARRY OUR PLAN OUT.

Ohh YES!!! My Camera is back. At least I can use it for the finals. Ohh YES!!! Happy ness.
2nd July.
HAPPY BRITHDAY FELICIA. Hope that you can have a wonderful day today.
I woke up at 130 today and the obvious reason is because I slept only at 4 last night. I had 9 hrs of sleep though. haha.

30th June 2006, Chinese O level oral.

2006-06-30T03:59:00.000-07:00

Had Chinese O level today. Ohh my. I dont think I did as well as those oral internal exams. Can you believe I went for a nation wide exam. Anw, I think competition is more scary. But, there was only I student and TWO teachers in a room. How scary can that be. I'm the first one to go somemore. Nanda and I went first. The passage was easy, the conversation part was a little difficult, but I'm confident tt I can get distinction and I better get. If not I'll jump down from the building Nanda and ZX always wanted someone to jump down from for their three years in the other block.
Okayy. I got some teacher from Chong Cheung and another one from TKGS, Nanda is a chaet. She had someone from TKGS and Telok Kurau Sec. Mine is the difficult one la. The CC ppl Chinese so good la. Then Zhang Fang says that the CC teacher don't need to ask anymore question the teacher just sit there and listen. the students will elaborate and continue talking till they are done.
Anw, I saw one teacher giving me 4, 5, 13, 13. I'm happy because I've 35/40. As in one teacher gave me that another she cover cover I cannot see. I tried to peep but cannot make it. haha. Eyes too SMALL.
I almost died during morning assembly. Now I know, I can never trust some ppl in the office doing morning duty. This morning, I went in the office and saw that there was 3 ppl in there alr. So I thought it'll be too cramp if I stay there too, so I went out to see if I was of any help for the morning excercise thingy. Went in to class to collect my shoes because Nanda brought it home. Went to look for the art room 2 key and realise that Meida didnt come to school and she forgot to return the art room 2 key yesterday. How nice. I was like some mad women running arnd school this morning.
Math class was alright. I seriously think tt Miss Tan Lay Kwang is damn nice. She told us so many story abt us and she said tt if our whole class pass for Math Prelim she'll bring us to chalet and she'll PAY for EVERYTHING. not only tt, she's so patient and explains everything slowly to you. I slept throughout SS lesson because she was uttering rubbish the whole time. Woke up the last 15mins and wrote smth for Felicia using my RIGHT HAND. First time ever am I using my right hand to wirte a letter. Almost died so I change into left hand less than one quarter way through. Felicia Lim Pei Ting you better appreciate it.
ooh ya, this was what happen during Math class.
Miss Tan: so everyone understand right? I'll walk arnd and check.
(She reached my table, saw my work) and said,
" Girls, of course you must present your work neatly and in an orderly manner, if the teacher dont understand your work, you wont be able to get marks. "

IS MY HANDWRITING THAT BAD?
Anyone who has ever seen my handwriting, Pls tag and tell me if it's really that bad.

Chem was practical. Xuan and I went crazy la. Xinni, Dinie and JJ skipped class and Mdm Zakiah found out, I think they are so gonna die. Naomi had cramps so it was ok. Naomi should be happy to have Janice as a friend man.

Only went for 15mins of EL because we could leave early for oral. Did some corrections and went off. Xuan photocopied some paper then went to eat fruits, wanted to look for Veronica but their class had alr ended. Lucky she saw me at the canteen. We are all gonna go for the 15th July carnival and to play. Ohh YES!!!

I think I'm going over to my cousin's house t0 stay over next week and Felicia should be happy because I'll be going to school with her and she dont need to wait for her sister and be late anymore.

Here's something dedicated to my teammates especially, Charlotte, ZX, Pearls and Sam.
Thank you for encouring me when I was down,
When I felt like I couldnt play anymore,
you pulled me up with your hugs and words.
You gave me the thing to play and want for more.

You make me feel love,
gave me all that you could.
Love me just as much as yourselves.
Thank you and I LOVE YOU.

This is for the Juniors:
Thank you for all your cheers,
You make me feel like playing.
Help me run all the errands.
Not leaving us even when our games were screwed up.
I love you all for you love me too.
All the hugs.
You hugged me when I needed one, Thank you.

29th June 2006, Thurs

2006-06-29T08:36:00.000-07:00

Chinese was Great. For the past two years. Todays' Chinese lesson is the best. 4/7 and 4/4 combined and Mrs Peggy Tan taught us. Her lessons are much funnier and more enriching.

How much fun can Geog give me.

Recess was alright. Art all the way and I taught Meida Chinese for her oral later on. I was kinda fierce, sorry Meida. Slept because I was too tired. Sorry Meida.

I couldnt even do warm up properly today, I dont know why. It hasnt been like that for quite some time.
I didnt play for 6/7 of the time. I was sitting there doing nth. Am I really tt Bad. I dunno. I just hate sitting there doing nth. This competition is the competition tt I've been bench for the longest. Sec 1,2,3 I'm playing 6/7 of the time. Jill will bench me once in while when I did smth wrongly. How nice this time round. Not even in the main line.

Thought tt everyone will be dropping at Eunos MRT so I drop there too and when I came down, it was only Jowie, Felicia and I. Thank You Felicia for accompanying me.
Ate chicken rice and the rice abit cannot make it but I didnt complain.

27th June 2006, Tues. Competition!!!

2006-06-28T20:59:00.000-07:00

27th June 2006, Tues. Competition!!!

Lim Ben hse doesn’t have any electricity for the day till 8 am tomorrow. So she cannot send me the videos and photos tt she took today. How sad. I burst out laughing when she told me tt her hse didn’t have electricity.

School wasn’t tt bad. Had Lit, English and Bio lessons today.
Bio was fun, we did some experiment and I had no idea what to do. All tt I knew was the test for starch. All the others was anyhow one. I got it correct though.

Sam's MP3 spoil and the only song we could listen to was Indescribable. It was nice though. I still don’t believe tt San Mao is a girl. I'll go ask Miss Wong tomorrow. Ohh ya. Wendy is leaving tomorrow. How sad, or maybe how nice for Sandra Thong.

God is Great. When Swiss first scored a goal on us and the score was 1(Swiss) and 0( KC). I started praying and praying. Guess what? The very moment I open my eyes, Charlotte scored. I was so glad. Final score, 5(KC), 3( Swiss). Didn’t play much for this game though

Second match, KC vs. Hill Grove. 15-0. We totally trash them. Played more this time round. I scored 2 goals here. I don’t think its good enough for the obvious reason, I'm playing as a forward and it is not difficult to shoot on them. I'm happy for the team though.

I WANNA PLAY MORE. CAN I PLAY AS A DEFEND RATHER THAN A FORWARD. I'LL BE HAPPIER AND I'LL BE ABLE TO PLAY BETTER. I'VE ALWAYS BEEN TRNG AS A DEFENDER AND NOW YOU WANT ME TO PLAY AS A FORWARD W/O PRACTICING AND YOU SCOLD ME. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY THE DEFENDER RUN ALL THE WAY UP TO MY HALF AND TAKE THE BALL ALWAY FROM ME. WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO. BENCH ME WHEN IT'S NOT EVEN MY FAULT. I DONT TO PLAY WITH ALL THE KICHIKURAT PLAYERS.
Anw, I'll just play my part and leave all the others to Jill.

How nice of Pearls being a friend leaving me alone just when Nisa mother could send me home, she didn’t even tell me and to think I was waiting for her outside school. Lucky I had the juniors to accompany me. I cannot depend on her as a Kembangan buddy to go home together. Sorry Pearls but I just had to comment on that. I'm telling you this time round if you ever read my blog, so that you wouldn’t do this the next time round to other ppl or me.

Went PP with the Juniors to eat dinner. None of them eating, to think I thought everyone would be eating. Melsa and Thong had to go home, so they left at 6 and Jowie tagged along so it's just left with Ben and me. I shall call her Felicia here because she was being a kind soul and followed me to the toilet and Giant.

NX: I don’t have enough money.
Felicia: Do you want me to lend you.
NX: Don’t need, I have. ( Putting the packet of pad which cost 4.8 into my bag), Just walk out.
Felicia: NX, don’t. Give the packet of pad to me.
NX: JUST WALK.
Felicia: Don’t leh.
NX: (walking to the cashier.)
Felicia: I thought you don’t have enough money?
NX: (taking her folded 10 dollars out) Nah.( Put the money on the table)
Felicia: orh. (Putting the 10 dollars secretly into her pocket hoping tt NX won’t see)
NX: ( Didn’t want to expose her secret plan, looking away like nth ever happened)
After some time
Felicia: NX, where's you money. Going to pay soon.
NX: haiya. It's just there.
Cashier: 4 dollars 85 cents.
NX: Felicia pay.
Felicia: Huh?
NX: take the money out la. I know it's with you.

Walked fast to catch the bus. I bet with Felicia tt we won’t be able to reach in time given our speed, if we were able, I'll treat her to bubble tea. We caught the bus but I'm not going to treat her to bubble tea because she cheated. She walked so fast la.
Nth much in the bus, Thank you Felicia for lending me your shoulder. I was really tired.

Bus stop. Felicia was like," eh, tt guy hip ar" I saw him and we started laughing somehow tt guy knows tt we're talking abt him and stare at us. Don’t care la. haha. Walked across the overhead bridge. Saw Seng Yong there. I started playing with him as in like smacking his butt and all. There was this stupid woman who kept looking at me, What's your problem. He's just my cousin. Its just tt you do not know. Anw, I almost missed my bus stop as I was sleeping happily. I was so tired. Did EL hw just now and it's I'm left with 2 more articles. One on World Cup and another on some story book I guess.

Lim Felicia is a cheat, she didn’t take photos of me. I'm so sad.

28th June 2006

2006-06-28T07:16:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is competition again and I think the match tomorrow will be more challenging than the one yesterday. I think I'll tell Jill tt I wanna be a defender. I just cant play as a forward for nuts.

English was alright. P.E. I left my P.E shirt and short together with my wallet on the table at home. I had to run in my uniform and I am sick. I puked half way. As in just the what la. Charmaine kept saying tt I'm pregnant la. I told her tt too. I asked her whose baby izzitand if it is Ben's from 2/5 . She said tt it's Jerry. I then said, huh, I thought is Jerry. It was funny. The weights killed me. Anw, I had to carry 5 weights altogether back to the P.E store. Juniors were having recess and I was lazy to go up so I just stayed there. hoping to see someone and to borrow money. Sam was nice and she lend me money for a sandwich. Thank to the you to the very much to the Sam.

Math was fun. Miss Tan was nice and gave us break. I never thought tt lessons with her can be so fun. Why? Because the very first day I went to school when I was in Sec 1, she scolded Berlyn, Pansiri and I. 3 periods with her doesnt seem as long as it is with Mrs Chua. SS wont retarded la. Siva cannot make it. Sufiya was hospitalize. Anw, I'm happy that her adopted daughter fainted in the morning yesterday. Didnt know until someone told me.

During Chinese period, all the juniors very nice ar.,. Come look for me for paint and paint brush. I had to be pathetic and to go to the Art room to somehoe help them steal the paint and paint brushes. They even want me to take container for them how nice. I stain. When was the last time I stained my uniform. So maulating. Went to the toilet and write my compo afap. Almost died. Mrs Peggy Tan came to teach us for some remedial lessons. She was so nice and agreed to let 4/4 and 4/7 combine class tomorrow. Her lessons are really good man. Really. Even though she speaks really fast but I guess she was just trying to rush just now.

After school went to the canteen to see if I can be of any help to the juniors. That Joey didn allow me to do anything. I helped in the end. I can draw okay. After today's painting session, I can conclude tt Chole is a protracter and Felicia cannot make it at , she ruin my 3, at first and now it's at least not as bad, though it looks like Baboon's butt from some another position when you place the board, Hazels 4 looks nice, Sandra cant even write a 7 properly, worst than Felicia, Melsa can thinken the paint and help to touch up properly, Kimmie and Michelle CANNOT spray paint properly( I wonder how they can pass DnT), Joey is just as loud as I am, I think she's louder than I am.

Went to Melsa house and her dog is called Pepper and he's very fierce. So small, my Austen so big but so gentle. Anw, left alr. Took bus with Felicia. Wanted to take 32 but I was too lazy to walk.

Thank you Felicia for leding me 1 dollar, Jowie for 20 cents ,Sam for $1.70 and Meida for 80cents. Thank You ALL.

26th June 2006, Monday

2006-06-26T23:11:00.000-07:00

I FINALLY BOUGHT A NEW BAG!!! It's come Puma sling bag. Meida, Lek, TX and Sarita went with me to PP to get it. I almost lost my wallet. I couldnt find my wallet when I got onto the bus. Thank you TX for wanting to give me 60cents to take bus. I went back to school to find my wallet, it's in class. To think I was so worried abt it. I walked all arnd school. Met the rest at PP and Lek really eat alot, I dont understand how can she eat so many things and one after another. I think she and ZX eat as much, and they can still be skinny. Unfair.

First day of school, Just a I predicted. The first person I saw was Vanessa, next comes Pearls, then Steph. I can go be some forune teller. It was fun during CT, when Pei, ZX, Nanda and I was talking abt some F***ed up thing. Saying tt Pei always says tt and there's some F*** song. I'll fo write some F***ed up testimonial to Nanda and Pei. haha. It was really funny.

Changed of Math teachers. I was so sad. I had to leave the class when Pearls and WY just joined. Anw, Miss Tan Lay Kwang is funny. Her lessons are entertaining. I was like, "I'm the only Floorballer". Then, Sufiya gace me the, " so you think I'm not a floorballer" look. Sorry, instantly, I just forgot all abt it. I'm sorry Sufiya if we always leave you out. You have to understand tt it has always been the TEN of us ever since Sec 1.

COMPETITION TOMORROW!!! so exciting. if Jill knows tt I'm still awake now, she'll probably just kill me.

I AM MILK POCKY!

2006-06-25T21:38:00.000-07:00

You Are Milk Pocky

Your attitude: caring and charmingSmooth and silkly... invigorating and natural.You are like comfort food for the soul.

What Flavor Pocky Are You?

25th June 2006, Sun.

2006-06-25T07:17:00.000-07:00

Went for Breakfast cum Lunch at some hotel near Penisular. The food totally sux. The nicest thing there probably is the fish because it's kinda fresh, but the sauce is too saltish. there's is some weird taste with the pork and the beef. The char siew bao is the wors char siew bao I've ever eaten. Taste sour. The very first shou tao is really bad. The bun is dry, the bean paste is too sweet and taste weird. My Dad and I were complaining and to think all other ppl thinks tt it's ok. Ohh my.
Came home, Berlyn came down to teach me Math. Did till 7 plus. I went to eat dinner all by meself. Went Pearls hse for nth. She's done with EL HW. Was talking abt competition. Competition is jus in 2 days time. I'm nervous at the same time I just wanna have fun. Pearls says tt she feel tt she can feel it inside. I can hear my heart beating so loudly. Aww.
After reading Charlotte's post on some last time we are doing everything. I almost cried. Looking back, from Sec 1, we didnt know each other, never knew some exist, never liked some, now, we all LOVE each other, care for one another, may even know some relatives of theirs.
We may gossip abt one, laughing and making fun, celebrating all birthday, tell one straight in the face, however, WE LOVE EACH OTHER.

It's BACK to school tml. I've not done my EL HW and Math less than half way, Mugging for Math. The very first schoolmate I'll see is Vanessa Wee, are you honoured, 2nd person I'll see is Pearls and the third I predict is Steph. This 3 ppl better feel honored. I'm off to my Math HW.

24rd June, Sat.

2006-06-24T10:35:00.000-07:00

Ohh My, It was Mission Impossible just now. I had to cheat my 2nd Sister Boyfriend tt I'm going out to but prata because I'm hungry. In fact, I'm there to buy him birthday cake from Cheers. How Nice. I wore my pj so I had to wear my jacket over to cover because I'm too lazt to change. My ankle was painful but I still cycle there. Bought Ben and Jerry and some Sara Lee cake, I supplied my sister with the candle too. It was sucessful because Jacob did nt suspect at all. My sister should be glad tt she have such a brilliant sister who was smart enough to go to the prata man to ask for plastic bag. My eldest sis saw me coming back and ask me where did I go. I said I went to buy prata and she started screaming and say tt it's too late for prata. I was laughing like crazy again. It was really funny.

Woke up when either Renee or Pearls called. Went for some CIP at Bugis. My feet is aching. Goodness. I collected 2 tins which was 3/4 full each. I think the first one had more money than the second one because it was heavier. I did together with Sam Steph and WY. I felt helpful. Like WY or Steph have not finish their flags we'll help them ask and all. Not many cheap trails as Nanda and Pearls. Nanda cheapo go ask Felicia come down just to donate money to her. If not for me, Felicia wont even come down just for her. If only I still have my phone. Everybody will flock down just to give me money. JKJK.
Ate lunch and there anit no space at the food court so we da pao and brought food up to the cinema and eat. I ate ji fan so did Renee and Felicia. Sam, Pearls and Charlotte bought some curry rice from Totochan or smth like tt, forgot alr. We've smth to tell Steph.
LAWS ARE MEANT TO BE BROKEN. She's damn law by law. I simply cant stand it.
Went PP to collect my new pair of spectacles. On the way, Nanda and Pearls start hipping and forgot ALL abt me lor. I was so hurt.
I so think tt Nanda's mother was following us. We saw her at both the places we went. First at Bugis, then PP. Saw Auntie at MNG. Some sale and I think we were late and there's nth left. How nice. I had headache. The MNG there is so small and there were so many ppl. I would rather buy when there isnt any sale and take my time to choose and buy. No rush. When it's sale time. You just gotta push and snatch for the clothes tt you like.
Nanda went off since her parents was there so they can send her home. Pearls and I went to Venezia to buy Ice cream. The one at PP is a cheat. They guve so little. Other Venezia give alot. like one full mountain. Their's ar. Is like one valley.
Took 15 then 33. Woohoo. Had a good sleep in the bus. Pearls lie on me and I lie on her head. Wanted to go Sinseh again so tt my leg can heal faster but my mother was grumbling so I didnt. Wanted to eat dinner with Pearls but her parents brought her out to eat. There isnt any other ppl who was free. All I could do was to eat dinner at home. Cook myself some more.

Watched TV. Somehow my dog jus didnt want to go back into his house so my mother got me to bring him back because he dont listen to my Mum. He bit me. how nice. it was painful but lucky didnt bleed.

23rd June 2006,Fri

2006-06-23T10:15:00.000-07:00

Goodness. It's just only 3 Days to competition. Woke up in the morning and thought tt the computer is switched on because I slept without switching the computer off last night. Anw, my ankle still hurts. Mum came home to send me to MI. Went there together with Pearls. We were the first 2 KCians to reach. We didnt have anyone to hip with so just talked to Sonia. Half way through, some girl from ITE Mac whom had jus finished her warm-up fainted. From what I heard was feats(spell?) and fainted. Saw Sonia doing CPR. She stop breathing for awhile I guess. I just Pray tt she'll be okay and I know tt God will save her.
Jill didnt allow me to play because of my leg. What's the point of going there. Gosh. I was the ball picker. Game with MI. 1-0. After tt, Jill started talking to us. ohh my. Nanda, Charlotte, Sam and I cried. Others were tearing. I cried because I wanted to play and when Jill said tt everyone there will be able to play during competition. She pointed one FULL round. When she reached me, it was a question mark. I was so sad. I want to PLAY. Just go down to have fun. Stupid Ankle. Wont you just be alright. At first I thought because I couldnt make it because of my fitness or maybe I'm just not a good player. After much thinking, I suppose it's because of my ankle. I'll go for as many accupunture as long as it can cured my ankle in time. No matter how much time or how much pain. I'm WILLING to take it.
If not, all my efforts will go down to drain. Dinner at S'pore post. I dunno why am I so suay, but, the red bean paste totally sux and the barley tt I bought was gross and my 20cents drop in so I couldnt drink it. Sam picked the 20cents from the drink up. I gave it to her since I thought tt it was gross. Nanda was being cheapo and wanted to take the 20cents when she did nth for it. Nanda is the most cheapo person I've ever met who live in a semi-de.
Home, played mahjong and I do not know what's up with eldest sis. She kept scoding ppl. But, while she was scolding I was laughing because her reasons her scolding was funny. Scanned some photos. While scanning, my mother came down and went crazy. saying tt I didnt stud for the whole holiday and whhy am I still using the computer. Goodness. Just scanning some photos and she's grumbling like crazy. I didnt want to come online but since she start grumbling, I'm not gonna bother abt her and I will go onling till as late as I want to. What's her problem. the more you push me, the more I'll wanna disobey you.Just give me freedom and I know what I'm suppose to do. Will you just not bother abt me.

I cant upload the photos will uplosd it some other time.

22nd June 2006

2006-06-22T22:08:00.000-07:00

Slept arnd 4 plus. Woke up ar 7 plus, how nice. so I only had practically 3 hrs of sleep and there was a 3 hrs trng too. WOW.
Trng was fine. I jus felt some pull on my ankle. Should be a sprain. After trng, was deciding to go PP for lunch or to watch movie. They wanted to watch Silent Hill but I didnt want. Bought Silent Hill tickets anw. Since I'm the only one who didnt want to watch. ZX look and sound gay so I jus like ok la. After buying, the man dun allow because my birthday is on October. Ooh my. what difference does it make. It's jus four more mths till I reach 16. So they made us change movie. None of the movie seems to be nice and even those tt I wanna watch, will only be showing at a later time. So the only show was Juns My Luck. Yeah. It's just our luck to watch Just my Luck. Cheater. I slept. This shows how boring the show is. It was just luck from this girl to another guy and the story continues. Ohh my. There was a group of girl who started screaming when Macfly came out. I was like, "okayy" wat's so nice. Must you have such reactions. I used my towel as a blanket, it was so cosy. After the movie, ZX saw Renee's popcorn chicken box, she asked if Renee ate popcorn chicken, Renee said tt all the while she was. To think both ZX and I was sitting beside her didnt know. How hopeless.
Went walking arnd. I bought this topshop panties. The "There's no getting past this defence". I scanned it and this is how it looks like:

I'm gonna wear this for competition. So fun. I'm happy, dont ask me why I wanna buy. It's just nice. It's not tt expensive anw. IF I SEE ANYONE WEARING THIS FOR COMTITION TOO, I'LL KILL TT PERSON, COME STILL MY IDEA ONLY. Teammates still NVM. Some CHAD player come ar. she'll die.
Woohoo. After tt, went home with ZX. talked to her and she looked like she's dying. She said tt I care alot for the juniors. I dont think so. I care for everyone. Watched Holland V then went to Pearls hse so tt she can bring me to some Chinese Sinseh. They watched some Korean movie. I dont see what's so nice but Charlotte kept saying tt it's really nice. Called Innocent Steps.
Walked to the Sinseh place and I almost died. Waited for awhile, went in th room. Actually Pearls and Charlotte werent suppose to go in but I ask the physician so she allowed. YAY. Acupuncture is not as painful as I imagine, I think ants bite are worst than tt, there was some electricity thingy, when it started I laughed like carzy. After sometime you'll get used to it one. Was a fun experience though. First time ever in my life I went to a Sinseh. It was fun.

PEARLIN LEONG YONG FANG IS MY WOUNDED LEG PARTNER.

I went to the physician two days after her. She die die also dun wanna go for acupuncture. My leg is still painful but I dont really bother.

I LOVE YOU!!!

I love you(22nd June 2006)

2006-06-22T00:19:00.000-07:00

I LOVE YOU, TT'S NEEDLESS TO SAY.
I LOVE YOU, JUST AS MUCH I LOVE MYSELF.
I LOVE YOU, I WANT MY LIFE TO BE FILLED BY YOU.
I LOVE YOU, IT'S JUST ALL TT I WANT TO DO IN MY LIFE.

YOU ARE MY ONE AND ONLY.
ALL TT I WANT.
ALL TT I NEED.
ALL TT I LIVE FOR IN THIS WORLD.

I LOVE YOU,
YOU LOVE ME,
WE ARE HAPPY TOGETHER,
WITH A GREAT BIG HUG,
AND A KISS FROM ME TO YOU.
WONT YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME TOO!

THIS POST IS JUST FOR YOU AND YOU ONLY.
DEAR, I MISS YOU.
I HAVENT BEEN TALKING TO YOU OR ANYTHING OF TT SORT.
MAYBE BECAUSE OF MY HW AND ALL MY FLOORBALL TRNG.
I'LL TRY TO SPEND MORE TIME WITH YOU.
I JUST WANNA LOOK AT YOU.
LIKE HOW YOU WANT ME TO SEE YOU AS.
I SO WANNA SEE YOU.
I SO MISS YOUR VOICE.
I SO MISS YOUR ACTIONS.
I SO MISS EVERY PART OF YOU.
WHEN WILL YOUR CAMPS JUST END.
WHEN CAN I STOP GOING FOR TRNG.
WE NEED MORE TIME TOGETHER.
I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE.
THE ONLY ONE I CAN DEPEND ON.
THE ONLY ONE I SO LOVE.
I'M TOO CAUGHT UP MY OWN THINGS TT I FORGOT ABT YOU AT TIMES;
FORGIVE ME FOR I AM HUMAN TOO;
NOT THE ANGEL TT YOU THINK I AM.
HOPE TT YOU'LL UNDERSTAND.
I WANNA YOUR BE YOUR ANGEL TOO.
BUT LET ME BE A MORTAL AT TIMES TOO.
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER.
I WILL NOT TALK AS MUCH ON THE PHONE TO LIM BEN,
BUT THE TIME WILL BE ALL FOR YOU.

AFTER ALL,
I JUST WANNA TELL YOU THREE WORDS AND A PHRASE
I LOVE YOU.

21st June 2006

2006-06-21T22:42:00.000-07:00

Nanda came down today to do SS and Bio HW. I think we send the Bio hw to wrong part of Lead.
Anw, Sis told me tt she wonder how I can talk on the phone for so long and she wants to know what I talked abt on the phone. Apparently, I dun really know. Like duh. I dun really remember la.haha. Veronica and the funny basket on her head, Floorball, her Mother, sister, dunno wh, class, and all to Felicia. Nanda is jus crap. Sandra, jus listen to her. Pearls jus ask things, interesting things. Xuan is jus oure laughter. Sam will talk abt her problems and I'll jus hear and give advice at times. Berlyn, talk and laugh listen to her complains and I complain to her too. other than tt I dun really talk on the to with ppl. Ppl like ZX, Sam, Pearls, Nanda, Berlyn and Sandra. I havent been talking to them for quite some time. More than a week I guess. So it's left with Felicia. Have been talking to her. I dunno what we talk abt. I think I the one who go on and on. We will start laughing and things like tt.

While we were doing HW, Nanda got fascinated by my webcam and started talking so many photos with it. Thank you Felicia for helping us to take the photos.

I was bored, she was gay.

Some photo tt I jus found. Ava, I love them.

Nanda jus called to tell me tt Simao from Portugal scored a 24 min Penalty. Not too sure abt the score now but it's Portugal VS Mexico. Portugal, you better win. Since your world ranking is 10th. Nanda says tt Simao reminds her of San Mao

I miss playing with SK. Havent been playing with her. My defend partner.

HELLO! I'M NANDA(:

2006-06-21T13:56:00.000-07:00

Hello! I'm Nanda liau! i bet this will come out when i yahoo myself.haha. i'm guest blogging today for wang wang(:oh yea! i tried yahoo-ing my own name again and my blog didnt appear in the yahoo search results!!!!!you dont know how sad i am:( if there's a will there's a way.i'm going to try again tonight!this time it better work!Nanxin's talking to sandra thong now because she misses her like crazy.awww.

sandra thong ah giao! you better appreciate her!

i'm in wang wang's house now supposedly doing biology homework.oh yea and i just found out that her aunty's name is called LUCY WANG.hahahahaha(: her father's name should be called CHARLIE WANG man.you know the peanuts gang in the snoopy show.hahaha.i just heard some planes flying by her house.i bet its for the National Day Parade. i want to go! wang's god mother has extra tickets but i guess i was too late.heh.nanxin cant sms properly already because she hasnt touch her phone since June 12 2006.hahahaha.apparently she's only getting it back after prelims and if only she does well.

STEVEN GERRARD SCORED!!!WHOO(:

Nanda rocks a lot a lot((((((((((((((((((((((:

20th June 2006

2006-06-20T09:01:00.000-07:00

I think it's good hair day today because the very first thing Nisa said to me was, NX did you cut your hair like neater and nicer. I didnt. so ya.

4 hrs of sleep and 3 straight hrs of Floorball. Aww. Almost died. Trng wasnt tt bad. Played game. MI ppl almost scored when I change with someone. Scary la. Ok, I'm so sorry. Used my stick for awhile, then half way through. I changed stick with Ben, becuase I think I'm using her stick for competition, I'm not too sure. Still deciding which to use. Anw, I scored after changing. Woohoo. I went to thank Ben and she told me tt it's not her stick. It's Veron. So, now I know, Ben stick is cannot make and Veron stick can shoot. When was the last time I scroed. Wow. I totally jus love the moment of scoring. Smth jus so special. I miss being a forward too. Final Scored, 4-0. Went for Lunch at PP. 14 of us. Nisa, Pearls, Nanda and I took cab down so we reached faster. Went to treats. There was, Sonia, Nisa, Nisa's Mum, Sam, Pearls, Renee, ZX, Charlotte, Nanda, Veronica, Jowie, Ben and I. Ate Ban Mian. Veronica and Ben ate Yi Mian. It totally sux. Like urgh. Taste like burnt plastic. Gross. I wonder how can they finish they whole thing, probably jus the very first mouth of it, I'll give it to Nanda or smth alr. After Veronica and Ben finish their food. I took some basket tt was under the pot. I put it on Veronica's head. It was so FARNIE. Ben laughed like siao.The uncle like wanna chase us away like tt, keep wanting to take my ban mian away when there's still more than 1/4 of the mian left. Even though I was standing up, I still wanted to finish eating my ban mian. So many times I told the uncle I still want. Can he jus go to some other tables and not bother abt us. Ben and company went first and they 不辞而别。I had to go say bye to them.
Went home with Pearls. Bought bubble tea and Pearls said tt their pearls today taste like some chinese medicine. Saw Ben and company popped out of no where and aboard the bus. We alighted the bus at ES. Jowie looked so funny when she waved to us. We were laughing. Went over to Pearls hse for awhile.While walking home, there was this group of noisy ppl, I was jus looking at them.
Some girl: should I say.
NX: (wondering wat were they talking abt)
Some girl: KC FLOORBALL SENIOR (shouted loudly)
NX: (turned back straight away, giving them the how do you know me and kiam pa look. Diao them and walk of.)
I was wondering the whole time. Maybe if you know I'm from KC because I was wearing school shorts. and if you know tt I'm a floorballer because I was holding on to a Floorball stick but how did you know tt I'm a senior. I'm gonna look out for them during my competition.

Came home, watched some show for awhile, then slept. till arnd 10 plus. Woke up and called Pearls. She cant come to watch football with me.

Nanda, Take this:
I DO NOT COME ONLINE JUS TO TALK TO FELICIA. I'VE BETTER THINGS TO DO.
It's fun talking to her but it's jus not tt. I hip online everyday even before I know her.

Sorry Veronica. I dun think it was nice of me to put the basket on your head but it was jus funny. I'm here to APOLOGISE. I know you will forgive me.

Thong, I know tt you're suffering from high fever, I hope tt you'll get well soon and entertain me. Never did I know tt I'm so important in your life as an entertainment tool. I'm willing to be one jus so long as it makes you happy because you make me happy too( kiam pa at times though).

I love you!!!
You know who you are,
dun come complain to me I never blog abt you ar.

17th and 18th June 2006

2006-06-19T21:23:00.000-07:00

17th June 2006
Went over to Auntie's house to stay over because Felicia Dad could send me to ITE for trng. In the end no trng because there was something going on over at ITE.
Aunt called to ask me to do some Dad's stuff but I couldnt because there was some error. Ate the pancake yesterday for breakfast. Aunt bought some chicken rice for me, the rice was very nice. WOO. Aunt made some zhuang nai thingy. It's too creamy f not it'll be much better. Then, Aunt's friend came to make rojak. After eating, I felt itchyness, so I ask if there is prawn inside, and my Aunt said tt there isnt and I thought tt I'm allergic to one more thing. In the end her friend said tt there might be, Scare me only. Uncle send me to Pearls hse for some party. Non of Pearls friend is arnd, Ohh, I'm the only one. NVM. there's nice food there. There's this satat chicken tt her Grandma made. Not even nice, then her Grandma start saying tt it's very nice and smells good too. All I could say was, " ya. Can." All her Aunties are friendly. So it wasnt intimidating.The Fu Zhou fish ball very nice. Reached Aunt's house arnd 1015. Nobody open the door because the maid wasnt arnd. Press the doorbell like siao cos Aunt and Uncle didnt hear the bell nor did they see me. Couldnt switch on the computer because there was some problem with the internet.
Asked Jowie, Felicia and SK to call. Jowie didnt call. SK called, talked to her for awhile and she asked me to call Felicia to call and to conference. While talking, I heard Felicia ask me to keep quiet or smth, so I kept quiet. And they thought tt I went missing. So farnie. SK, you're kinda dumb. Felicia was smart to know tt if I kana cut off, they wont be able to talk ebcause I was the one who conference them. SK arh SK. I was so happy when SK said," let's talk bad abt NX". I jus wanted to hear wat is bad abt me then I can maybe try to work on it. Somehow, SK had to leave so they didnt say. Talked to Felicia for awhile, then the phone drop. The sim card like went off place. So I called Felicia to get her to call back and her sister picked up. Her sister shouted and her Mother heard and scolded her. So we couldnt talk. Slept.
18th June 2006
Woke up in the morning to go for breakfast. Went to some wet market nearby. I only knew tt chin chow is hot one. I always thought tt you cook it alr then put into fridge, but NO. My Aunt told me tt it's hot one. Never did I know tt it's so cheap. 50 cents for one big piece. I felt tt I was living in the country side or smth. Went to Awang to help Aunt with cooking. In the end I was sleeping there la. I tink I didnt have enough sleep tt's why. I've been talking to Felicia for the past few nights. Anw, I sleep at tt time usually, maybe a little earlier. but I've been waking up early and sleeping late.
Went to Bontanics Garden arnd 2 plus because NX( Nan Xiao) was performing. There was some 100 zithers performance at the symphony stage. Was kinda boring, I guess I'm jus not tt sort to sit and hear. I would reather scream and lose my voice for Floorball matches. I almost slept but I tried so hars to keep myslef awake; No matter what, I guess we gotta give the performers some respect just by not sleeping and talking. Reached home arnd 10 plus. Watched some show with Dad then called Felicia to talk. Half way, Jowie called so called Felicia's phone to conference. I think I shouldnt talk too much on the phone with Felicia because her Mum will think tt I'm a bad influence. I felt so bad when her Mother called me some BAD girl. ooh wells. Fiona, stop eavesdropping.
19th June 2006
Woke only when Felicia called my house. When over to Pearls house to wait for Steph. I thought we would take MRT but in the end we took a cab because we were late so I suggested to take a cab but they didnt want. So I paid for it. Anw, SORRY to Felicia, Veronica and Jowie. Sorry to make you wait. Jill wasnt arnd for trng, neither was Sonia arnd. It was some guy from Innova JC. DId some tactics. Didnt have time for game but somehow we played in the end. They referree was so bias. I didnt even see Felicia lifting up her stick and her stick was all along on the floor and he gave free hit to ITE bacause Felicia high stick. How nice. I couldnt play properly today. My line conceded 2 goals, I tink both goals scored are my fault. We didnt score a single goal, Like how nice. Anw, we won, despite the biasness. 6-2. Went to S'pore post to eat dinner, I didnt eat because I had dinner at home, I jus went. Was really a fun dinner. 3 seniors( ZX, NX and Charlotte) and 3 juniors ( Veronica, Jowie and Felicia). Saw ZX mother and she treated us to desserts. Thank you Auntie. I saw Felicia's father and he probably is abt my height and at most jus a 1 or 2 cm taller then me because I couldnt really see the difference when Felicia stood beside him. Felicia lied to ZX and told ZX tt she's 160. Cheater la she, Lim Ben.
Sorry Steph, I tink I made you quite guilty, I didnt mean it, Dun worry. I was jus joking. Really. So Sorry.

17th June

2006-06-16T21:06:00.000-07:00

Goodness!!! N O E L is in Malaysia gaying now and I'm dead here. How nice of him to treat me like tt. He better make sure tt he get me smth back from there. He's like forever overseas. Leaving me behind in Singapore.
There anit no trng today cos there's some camp going on in ITE. Going over to Pearls house later in the night, because there's some party there and her Mum invited me over. Hope tt it'll be fun and there'll be Good Food.

16th June 2006

2006-06-16T08:54:00.000-07:00

Nanda woke me up by calling me, Thank you Nanda, if not I dun even tink I'll be able to make it for the trng, I tink I'll still be sleeping. Prepared and all then Mum said tt she could send me to school so I was like ok lor. Met Pearls at the bus stop and first sent Sis to school den me. Everyone was there alr other than Charlotte. Warmed up, the warm ups tt I use to dread wasnt as bad today. I jus didnt feel as tired today.
Trng was ok. Lucky Jill focused more on the MI ppl compared to us. Did certain drills. then, it was water break. Jill still have not reached yet, then I was gaying and talking, Jill stood by the side and was staring at us. So scary. Then everybody ran and start trng. Somehow we realised tt there was this chick which drop down from dunno where, we could see the intestines and all. It wasnt even born yet. It was still in the shell. GROSS. Was talking to Jowie and Steph kept scolding and ask us not to talk. We were talking abt Wendy Wong, saying abt what bra. When we changed sides, had more time to talked and they said tt my bra looked like some medal form the back and tt was wat Steph told me the very first time she saw this bra too. Anw, it's Nike ok. Sandra Thong, it's not any cheapo pasar malam 3 for 10 dollars lor, I tink yours is la. tt's why you said tt mine is so tt you'll have someone to accompany you. Jowie gave us some sweet, tt she bought for us from England, during the next water break. It's very nice and she threw some chips to Sandra Thong and both Sandra Thong and I thought tt it's Lays, we also can buy from Singapore. In the end it's some Walker thing. Didnt have a chance to eat it. NVM, suppose to watch my diet. Played games. Final score, KC VS MI. 5-1. Woohoo, wo won. Line one for team KC, Wan Yan, Nisa, Nanda, Zi Xuan. Goals conceded, 0. Shots on goal, 2. Shots scored 1. Line 2 for KC, Charlotte, Pearlin, Renee and NX. Goals conceded, 0. Shots on Goal, 5. Shots scored, 2. Line 3, Jowie, Veronica, Felicia, Sandra Thong. Goals conceded, 1. Shots on goal, 2. Goals scored, 0. Line 4, Steph, Wan Ling, Wan Yan, Nanda. Goals conceded, 0. Shots on goal 4. Shots scored, 2. Then the other team I dunno la, dun even know who they are.
After trng, went Sing post to eat. I ate kan lao ban mian, according to Jowie, it's very nice but I tink it's jus alright la. I tink she eats jus anyhing tt goes to her and she'll think tt tt's nice. Anw, went home with Felicia. Took train with Veronica, Jowie, Sandra and Felicia. They came to look for me because they went somewhere else to eat when we were eating at the food court. Then, Nanda or dunno who said tt NX fan club come look for her, I was like OKAYY. Felicia was being kind and bought all if us some sweet, Thank You. I was nice too, I treated her to some jelly and it was only for my Dear Felicia. Went with Felicia to buy char kauy tiao, dao hua,pan cake and chicken rice. Felicia, " Uncle, dao hua 2 bao." NX, " are you sure it's dao hua or dao hua drink". Felicia, " YES!!! Dao hua." Uncle," you want it in a box or packet". Felicia," packet". NX,"Are you sure. Ppl all eat in box want why you want packet". NX, "Uncle, this $10 dun need to give change. Felicia snatched the $10 from me and gvae $2. I somewhat jus dun trust Felicia. Sandra Thong went home first. Felicia and I saw some football match England VS some dunno wat la. She told me what's gonna happen and all. Sat there for 45 mins and by the time all her food bacame soggy. I felt so bad because I was the one who wanted her to stay and watch with me. Borrowed Felicia's stick and wanted to practice and realise tt I dun have a ball so nvm la. I want to use her stick for competition because it'll be long enough. Sonia said tt my stick is too short for me. Why? Why must Jenney Magnusson be so short. If only. I tink I'm gonna use Felicia's stick for the time being.
Talked to Felicia on the phone when I came back. Talked from dunno what time till 1150 plus. Because tt computer desperate wants to use the computer. Sooner or later she'll need to wear spectacles.
I'm Wang Cong Ming because I'm from China and Felicia is Lim Ben because she came from England such a nice name for her rite.
When did Nice NX become Wang Ben ar. When did I talked to Felicia till 3 am. huh. Was it yesterday or the day before.

15th June 2006

2006-06-15T06:01:00.000-07:00

Woke up only at 12 plus today because I talked to Felicia Lim till 3.30 am. Was suppose to go running early in the morning but I was such a pig and woke up so late, Xuan Pearls and I woke up late so we cancelled the plan to run.
Satyed at home all day long, did my Math green booklet. Saw some frog which jump out of the fish tank at home so went to pick it up, with plastic bag of course, and I started playing with it,then Mum came home, so I put the frog back. Goodness, I tink I injured it or smth, the frog like cannot swim properly, I feel so guilty even though it'll die sonner or later because the arowana(spell?) will eat it up but still. Bathe and ate my dinner, Nanda came to do Bio hw. Before tt, we were watching some Animal face-off show. Like seeing either the Gorilla or the Leopard will win when they fight. In the end, the Gorilla won. Started with the Bio hw, almost died but still not done because Nanda had to go home alr.
Somehow Austen start barking very loudly so I went behind to see, he was barking at some snail, and when I wanted to take it away, he wanted to bite me, so naughty. My sis came and distract him and threw it away. Threw it into some neighbour's house, I didnt mean it but it jus went in. NVM, anw the snail cannot do much harm to them.
Called them to confirm with some things. Talked to Felicia Lim and she says tt when she has nth to do nobody wants to call her and when she's using the computer, everybody start calling her. She's deprive of the computer or smth.
Anw, EVERYONE IN FLOORBALL, IF YOU ARE GOING FOR THE TRNG AT MI TML, PLS MEET AT PAYA LEBAR MRT AT 815. THANK YOU.
I'll be out whole day tml so dun bother calling my house. You can try calling any of the floorballers. I'll be having trng. Not too sure where in the afternoon but I'll be going over to my cousin house to stay over. Felicia Dad will be sending me over to ITE Mac, so Pei Sei.
Can ask Felicia Lim or Berlyn for my cousin's house number.

Who will I be wiht on 15th June 2006

2006-06-14T08:37:00.000-07:00

I'll be with Pearls, Renee, Sam and Xuan in the morning tml to run at 530 to watch sunrise at ECP. Then, I tink I'll be at home whole day studying so jus call me house if not maybe Nanda.

14th June 2006

2006-06-14T07:28:00.000-07:00

Sis woke me up and got me to go with her to down town east to book chalet, drove there. The person there kinda friendly and it was kinda fun trip. Sis treated me to Macs breakfast, SO FATTENING, but I'll make it up by running.
After tt, Sis fetch me to Bedok MRT. Went to meet Felicia Chua. There were 2 HK boys in the train, they are so adorable. Anw, reached Somerset and didnt see Fel, she was late. I tired calling her but nobody pick up. So when I met her I ask her how come you never pick up my call. She said tt nno one called her and I realised tt I took the 6 for 4 no wonder, only myself to blame. Met the BLUR Agnes. Walked around Taka to look for Berlyns birthday present, bought her some earring and Esprit towel.While we were in Taka, I dunno what Agnes told Felicia tt made Felicia so sad and depress for the whole trip. Then I ask her and it's was abt some guy not actiong in a show anymore. Look at how naughty Agnes is. Anw, I tink Felicia is the one who was too gullible. Agnes didnt sound convincing at all. Wanted to eat Pepper Lunch but Agnes and Fel didnt want. Ate KFC instead, didnt want to eat cos of all the fats but still ate, what a pig I am. I'm so guilty. Met Berlyn there, and for the very first time, at least from what I know, Berlyn got lost. Talk and talk. Then, Fel had to leave because she had to go for tuition. Left with Agnes, Berlyn and I. Berlyn suggested to take neoprints so we took. Here are those tt I have:

So happy. Went arcade, saw some bitch there. Wanted to play Car racing and we were queuing up and she jus wanted barge in. I stared at her, then she went to the other sit. Raced with her and I dunno wat's her problem la. Start banging ppl, then all her friends arnd her kept saying,"BANG, BANG". They too free la. She come bang ppl in the end she lose herself, Agnes-1st, NX- 2nd, Berlyn-3rd and tt bitch-4th and the last. I'm not gonna start the word bitch in capital letter because I totally do not have any respect for such person. bitch and her group of friends play some game not too sure wat it's called and started screaming like crazy la, NOISY. Totally no substance whatsoever in them. I do not know wat's with them and I seriously think tt she need to go for a makeover. Not tt her dress sense really sux but she jus look like a boy, a SHORT boy. I do not understand why must she wear cap in the arcade. As all should know, arcade is somewhere tt is dark enough and light can never penetrate through the walls. Walked abt, and Agnes gotta leave for the hospital.So Berlyn went home and I went PP to get smth. was so tired tt I slept on the bus and there was this guy who was such a pain and talked so loudly on the phone. I was so irritated tt I turned back and told him,"Excuse me, can you pls lower your volume". At first she was softer abit, less than 5 mins he went back to the same volume, lucky the bus reached PP alr. if not I'll scream at him. I really wanted to tell him,"Sorry Sir but no one in the bus is interested in your conversation so can you pls lower your volume. Pls be jus this little bit more considerate".Ate Ya Kun. Took 15 and then 33. It was so funny in Bus 33. I walked up bare foooted and there was this man chanting away with him beads. Then, this is the funniest part of all, the bus uncle turn and there was this uncle sitting behind me, I think there's smth wrong with the seat, and the seat and it flew up and went down again. I was laughing like crazy and there was this couple behind laughing too. This is probably the funniest bus ride ever for me.

Berlyn's Birthday

2006-06-13T10:21:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BERLYN SEOW SHU WEN!!!
I'm so happy to know her, I tink she's my bestfriend and I'm her bestfriend(slef-claim). I'm jus so glad tt she's always there when I needed help or smth of tt sort. Evem though we might have quarrels and times when we were screwed up but I guess the happy moments can cover up everything. I trust and have faith in you. I LOVE you jus as much as you love me. We may not seem to talk much in school but I knwo tt we'll always be bestfriends and we may mixed with different groups of ppl, we'll always have each other jus right beside our hearts.
I guess tt we'll still be able to hip together even till old age. I'll be tai tai and she'll be some sucessful business women, I hope to see our future bright. I want to see you there.

13th June 2006

2006-06-13T08:41:00.000-07:00

Woke up in the morning, went to school for some Science centre trip.
so fun la. those ppl who never go definitely will regret.
ZX and Nanda was gaying in the bus. Sat with Meida and she's such a nice pillow compared to ZX. so boney. I petty her Boyfriend next time man.
First, we went to watch some chemistry bar thingy. then, tt woman kept saying, "Girls, do you tink this is magic. No!!! It's science." she said tt for all the experiments tt she did for us. so annoying,I had fun though.
After the show, we walked around. I found the freeze the shadow thingy so amazing. Like WOW!!! Sadness, cannot take photo, if I use flash, the effect will be gone, if I jus take it like tt, then it'll be too dark, I guess you ppl jsu gotta go there and see it for yourself. Mdm Zakiah was being nice and let us walked all around ourselves. I was together with TX, ZX, Meida and Cheryl Lek.Played some Atomic attack or smtg, so fun. Run here and there, den dunno where to go, start screaming. Nanda's specs somehow got bent there but I tink it's gonna be alr. There was this crystal smth chair, so cool, you sit on it and when you stand up, there'll be the shape of your butt. We went to the aviation place. Sad ar, the aviation thingy is close. Den we went up to some place, they have a helicopter there, though it cannot fly but it's still fun.
Then, we walked to some unknown place. I walk up this place, it was kinda like a cage, while walking down, I slipped and fell, I tink I zao geng, but ti doesnt really matter because ti was so painful tt nth really matters. OUCH!!!
Walk all around, then we reached water works. Played all around there. I was kinda wet, but Nanda was soaked with water. Because she was silly enough to believe tt cheater Cheryl Lek. Nanda,"lets walk through this water maze". Cheryl Lek,"okok sure, so fun." Together,"1,2,3 RUN." Cheryl Lek jus stood there and Nanda ran into the water. Saddening. After tt, Nanda kinda force Cheryl Lek to go into the water maze too and they both got wet, I tried walking through too but I wasnt as wet as they were. Lucky nobody came to attack me.
Waited for the bus, and Mdm Zakiah made all of us to say wait was the most interesting tt you saw there. I told her tt mine was the sniffing thingy and you have to differentiate the smell, but in fact, tt isnt it. The most fascinating one is still the freeze the shadow, but everyone had to say different things. It was really fun. There is still so many more things to tell you all but I'm jus far too lazy to type, you can call me if you want to know more, I'll be glad to tell you.
Was suppose to go with Cheng and Fel to celebrate Berlyn's birthday and I was suppose to be the surprise, but in the end Berlyn couldnt make it so they cancel the thing off. To think Cheng was arguing with me dunno wat Cafe thingy. Anw, Kembangan Cafe is a cheat.
Went with Nanda and ZX to PP. Ate lunch and started shopping. It's realyl fun to shop with Nanda. She gives you ideas and she will not grumble and is willing to help(Nanda, you better thank me for praising you even though it was on my own accord).ZX bought some denim material shorts which cost $73 and she dont have tt much money so Nanda's dunno wat card came into good help. She says tt her card pay for alot ppl when they really need it. I think I need to go Dorothy Perkins and get my clothes cos they have my size. and when we were in Dorothy Perkins ZX jus had to sit there and wait because she cannot fit into anything there, not even the smallest size. ZX grow fatter.
ZX took 15 home first because she had to rush to meet Steph to run. After topping up my EZ I took 15 too. Then I went over the ZX hse to look for her so tt I'll at least have someone to take bus with me. Met Charlotte in the bus, then she told us tt hse's running too. Alight the bus at my bus stop and I ask ZX if I should run and the obvious ans is YES. So I went home to take my things and ZX waited for me and my Dad sent us to Bedok staduim. While I was in the car I realise tt I forgot to bring my wallet out, and my Dad got me to take money form the car, happiness la. extra money, I could have took watever I wanted but I didnt take alot.Thank you Daddy. Sorry to keep you waiting Steph. Waited for Charlotte and Nanda for awhile and they said tt they'll be late so we didnt wait for them. Started running, Steph and ZX ran together and I was lagging behind. At leadt I was able to complete 3 rounds round the track without stopping, Continued with another 3. Then stretch abit, went back to run another 2 rounds. So tt makes up 8 rounds for the day which is 3.6 km.
I tink my Dad is happy tt I'm running. He told ZX," bring her out to run more often". I was like ok. I will, it's jus whether or not I want.
Charlotte and Nanda rich kid go to the gym nearby to run. Because Charlotte does not have a towel, she's not allowed to go in, when she alr. have paid. Such a cheat la. Din know how this is solve because Steph ZX and I went off first, Steph wanted to watch her 7 O' clock show. Went o some nearby stall and bought drink.
Rest for awhile den went home. Thank You ZX for walking home with me, even though you were tired. Waited for the bus with ZX. All the way was gay talk with ZX. Now I know why Nanda calls her a gey pok.Went home ate dinner arnd 8 reaching 9. After dinner conferencr with Agnes, Edelyn and Fel, abt Berlyns birthday tml. Edelyn wont be going because her sister have to go to the hospital for some flat foot thingy, I dun see tt flat foot cause me tt much trouble. Maybe mine is not as bad.
I'll be with Berlyn tml call her if you know her number if not, go find out. I might be with ZX later in the evening because we'll be running.

Phone

2006-06-12T06:38:00.000-07:00

Pls do not message or call me because my phone jus got confiscated.
Can only get my phone back after prelims.
So irritating.
I'll make sure I'll get back before tt.
I dunno how,
but I'm gonna tink of some way.

My life

2006-06-12T06:22:00.000-07:00

First, you took away my freedom by giving me a curfew,
Now, you're taking away all my connections.
What have I done?
Jus because of the damn phone bill.

At first, I Love my family and home,
Now, I hate it.
Where have the Love gone to.
Hidden deep down in my heart.

The laughters I used to have here,
have all become tears.
The sofa I used to sit on,
is empty now.

My room,
Is where I am always.
Not wanting to see them,
a place where I hide.

I love to stay out,
because there's nothing much I can value here.
I love this place,
but there's no way I can express it,
so I chose to hate it.

Isnt it ironic?
I've got no idea why it's so too,
I'm feeling so confuse inside,
I can ask no one.

12th June 2006

2006-06-12T06:20:00.000-07:00

Woke up arnd 1 plus. Studied Geog all the way till early 3. Change and all den met Pearls in the bus. Went for ITE trng. Did not play game. Nth much today actually.

Relationship colour

2006-06-11T11:10:00.000-07:00

Wang nan xin, your relationship color is Orange

This means that you tend to be a passionate yet agreeable partner who balances your need for independence with a healthy dose of flexibility. Above all, you seem to strive for a certain amount of self-sufficiency, even as part of a couple. As a result, you'll often try to work through any problems or concerns you have on your own before discussing them with your partner. Perhaps you feel that this approach helps you steer clear of unnecessary blow-ups. You may also value the mystery and romance you can create by doing some things separately from the one you love.
People with compatible relationship colors tend to bring out the best in one another because their approach to relationships is harmonious. But if you're with someone whose relationship color clashes with yours, you're headed for more challenges than most.

Meanie

2006-06-11T10:59:00.000-07:00

Wang nan xin, you're an Evil Middle Low!
Good-Evil
Good for you, you're human. We all have evil thoughts, and you may have acted on a few of yours, but you're probably okay traveling through Buffy's turf. Or maybe you're an aspiring evil person and you've never given yourself a real chance. Go ahead and forgive yourself for the mean-spirited — but ultimately harmless — pranks you pulled in grade school. Whispering behind your co-workers' backs won't flood you with bad karma. And we've all held out for ourselves in the throes of passion a time or two. So keep listening to that conscience of yours, but don't worry about tuning it out every so often.

Not passive aggressive- Passive aggresive
Don't feel too bad about hiding your anger. At least, not right now. When your spleen ruptures from internalized stress, then you can feel bad about it. Passive people act that way because they're ultimately sweet and don't want to upset anyone. While that may work for the short term, you end up looking like a real back-stabber when you, ah, stab someone in the back. Try to deal with your problems up front, and you probably won't have to renew your concealed weapons permit this year.

Not blacked hearted-Blacked hearted
Your heart's a little dark, but your kindness makes up for any evil deeds (except for that stunt you pulled in elementary school — yes, that one — tsk, tsk, that was pure wickedness). But you can forgive yourself for coming off as a meanie, because if you were 100 percent sweet, you wouldn't be normal. So continue being considerate of others, and remember — when you get cut off in traffic, it's okay to give the finger every once in awhile.

here's smth to let you see

2006-06-11T10:27:00.000-07:00

Did some IQ test and here it goes abt me:

Wang nan xin, your IQ score is 95
The way you think about things makes you an Information Organizer. This means you have an eye for detail. You can scan a page and find the one mistake on it. You're also able to organize things in a way that makes sense and arrange information so that it is easier to understand. This makes you a very valuable resource for others who aren't organized or who have trouble catching their own mistakes. It's often difficult for traditional intelligence tests to pick up your particular set of abilities because the talent of organizing information and spotting inconsistencies is much harder to measure than other abilities.

11th June 2006

2006-06-11T10:21:00.000-07:00

Woke up only arnd 2 plus, went overto ah ma hse to play mahjong. was pretty alright. the very first round, was a 炸（not too sure if it's this)湖. was suppose to pay Sis and all 3.20 each but lucky they din ask for it, if not I die.
came home arnd 4 plus. Mum ask me if I wanna go with Dad to someone's wedding dinner, I was like ok. but then, I was like should I go or should I not. but still went in the end. It was at Hilton, wanted to go Tiasa but din have time(wasted). Still, I had nice food though.
came home and did the translating thing.

10th June 2006

2006-06-10T00:58:00.000-07:00

Today is the birthday of many. First, it's Ting, den Valerie, now it's Michelle(junior).
Anw, woke up in the morning, 8 plus, den start preparing for trng later on. My Mother ask I want to eat, but I din want. She said tt there is bread, jus eat thrn go la. I thought tt by the time the bread is ready and I eat, I'll be late. But she jus made so I had to eat. I was waiting for the bread, and realise tt it's 8.36 alr. so I ask my Mum if she can fetch me over to Kembangan MRT. Apparently, she din want to because of tt damn parking lot there. I was so angry la, not tt I dun wanna walk but because I was late and she dun understand. I jus walk off the house forgetting to take the money, so I dun have money for the day.
Took 28 and go there by myself cos I din want to let them wait. Told them to wait in the canteen, but when I reached, I see no one. Called Nisa but no one pick up, so walk abt to look for them. I heard Charlottes laughter coming from the toilet and saw them inside. This shows how loud KC girls can be.
Trng was fun. I love wiht Charlotte. Din have a chance tom play with Nisa. Played with the twins, Priscilla and Stella, their encourgement brought me up and make me feel like playing, but I still dun dare to talk to them so got Sonia to help me thank them.
Ate after trng, with Pearls, Charlotte and Sonia. Learnt alot from Sonia. Lucky I have hidden money in my wallet, if not I wont have money to eat.

9th June 2006

2006-06-09T06:19:00.000-07:00

Woke up only at 10 plus, den Godma came to fetch me. Went to Sakura to eat. probably tt's abt it of my life for the day.
Suppose to have friendly match with MI today but I didnt go. Sadness. Anw, I know tt they could do it in spite of having little players. They won. 3-0.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAVONNE!!!

8th June 2006

2006-06-09T05:59:00.000-07:00

woke up only at 1120. For the very first time since holiday ,starts for other ppl, I woke up so LATE. Called Pearls and ask her if she wants to eat breakfast together, like go pp or smth. but she was alr. there. so I got Mum to send me over. Have not step in crystal jade for some time, so went there to eat meatball congee, Thank you Pearls for following me. After tt, jus walk abt pp. nth much actually. Pearls and I flip flop all arnd pp.
Trng was pretty alright. I really MUST run. I feel really bad, for every trng Steph and WY have to be behind and run SLOWLY with me. Jill didn't come, had trng with Sonia. HAPPINESS, there's alot of time to play game. Strated playing arnd 4, so tt means tt we have one and a half hour to play game. Went home with Pearls; saw Dad and she seem like a loner w/o anyone with her. Took 55 den 854.
Was using the computer for Bio hw but Sis wanted to use the computer so decided to do it tml or smth. Watched tv with Dad, but there isnt any nice programme or serial drama to watch. No one wants to entertain me as well. NVM. I called Berlyn and talk till arnd 3.30. Talked abt many many things, in fact we werent done with the conversation but I had to put down because I'm going out in the morning with Godma tml.

7th June 2006

2006-06-07T04:16:00.000-07:00

Thanks Nanda for following me arnd after school today. Thank you.

7th June 2006

2006-06-07T00:35:00.000-07:00

Had lessons all they way till 2. Went over to pp to collect my specs and they cheated my feelings. The stock is not here. Gotta wait for another mth. Suppose to book BBQ pit and in the end Aunt say dun need. so went home. GONNA PRACTICE FOR COMPETITION.